I know the feeling of loss
When you lose the one you really want
I've lost you too many times
I realise that it will stay to haunt

All of it does not matter to the night
The stars still descend into the sky
Even if this love is wrong or right
The moon will still hang high

No matter where the tides rush in
My love will always remain
I know the distance it takes now
I will be home in your arms somehow

- philoism

If I'm just a girl, would you love me
Just one against the world, would you love me
If I can't be like everybody else, so I walk away
From a dream I never even wanted for myself
Would you love me anyway

If I'm not strong enough, would you love me
If I need you too much, would you love me
If I run to you when I wanna cry, when I'm gonna break
And you can't understand why, would you love me anyway
Would you love me anyway

Baby I need to hear you say, that you know me
You really know me and you love me anyway

If I want to fly, would you love me
Hold me while I try, because you love me
If I wish to live among the stars
Where I can touch God's face
Would you let me go that far, and love me anyway
Would you love me anyway

Will you love me anyway
Baby I need to hear you say, that you know me
you really know me and you love me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Baby I need to hear you say that you love me anyway

Amongst a million droplets of rain, are a million more tears from my eyes - philoism

Before I fall asleep at night, I close my eyes and wrap myself around you. I can feel your breath on my neck. In my mind, its real. You are real. Just writing about it makes me stare at this page for minutes at a time like Im in a trance. Today I sat alone for hours and wrote hundreds of words to you. I looked up and saw people staring. They're always staring, trying to read my thoughts. I don't let them. I will never let them get to you, don't worry. I will never let them touch you. I will never sell you out. Tonight I will be with you, entwined. Your smile will light a thousand sails on fire. In my thoughts I am invincible. When our souls touch, we are all things. Sometimes I feel like glass. If I breathe too hard, I will implode. Sometimes I feel frozen like a piece of iron. Like a factory that's been shut down. Right now Im frozen. My thoughts are frozen fingers, like a spider made of ice. In your eyes I see a flame. It draws me to you. You are everything to me. I sing songs to you. I live like everyone is a stranger. They freeze me out, they empty me. I feel like an old warehouse. Do you want me? Tonight you and I walk together in the fall air. Street lamps throw down shadowed light. The leaves under our feet. Imagine that, for once we are alone. I can close my eyes and see it. Tonight my heart incinerates my soul. What else is there? Nothing. Nothing for me, at least.

sometimes i wish you would know the way i feel for you
sometimes i wish you would see the love i have for you
sometimes i wish you would feel the embrace im saving for you
sometimes i wish you would understand the words i love you

sometimes i wish you knew how sweet your heart is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how wonderful your love is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how loving your arms are to me
sometimes i wish you knew how beautiful your words are to me

- philoism

percayalah engkau kepadaku
cintaku hanya untuk dirimu
sampai mati ku takkan selingkuh
cuma kamu pelengkap hidupku..cuma kamu cintaku

cintaku setinggi himalaya
dan seluas isi jagad raya
tatap matamu bagai cahaya
jadikan aku sandaran jiwa

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri
dalam kehampaan hati cinta aku gila

oh mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu..tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi..pergi dariku
cinta aku gila, cinta aku gila

I never thought I'd fall so far down
This incredibly long dark hole
Something so sweet as the sound of your feet
On the floor would give me more room to breath

I'll say goodbye again tonight
The third time's the charmer they say
Your words are inked on my skin
The marks of incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love

Everything says it's time to go
But the smell of your skin makes me stay
You are not mine to ask things of
But I ask you anyway, but I ask you anyway

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love

You take it away but then you give it right back
Just take it away don't give it back

Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love

You throw it all away
Those ties you went and suffered for
You cause disaster
And flounder flounder flounder flounder

You're less than you should be
What runs so hard to finish I
You cause contentment
And I wonder wonder wonder wonder

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love love
Why squander squander squander squander

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love

When your soul meets its mate, your soul will keep wanting to meet its mate again and again and again - philoism

Love me today like I would only exist as a dream tomorrow - philoism

If you see a face like mine then,
Will you be reminded of angels again?

If you hear a voice like mine then,
Will you yearn for sweet whispers again?

If you find words like mine then,
Will you write beautiful poems again?

If you think of a memory like mine then,
Will you feel a tug in your heart again?

If you listen to a song like mine then,
Will you believe in that melody again?

If you found a heart like mine then,
Will you trust in love again?


philosism

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Finally your time has come
Now's my chance to turn and run
Like I always do

Build a story in my head
It was love before we met
Happy, with my idea with you

Stay where you are
Please don't break my heart

Love you in my daydream
Don't open your mouth, open your mouth
Everything I'll ever need
Spoil it now, spoil it now
You stood up and I fell down

Watching me, watching you
I know what you wanna do
But I'm afraid of my wish coming true

So I paint a picture in my mind, that
I go back to older times
It's better than being with you

Stay where you are
Please don't break my heart

I don't know how to come down
I was lost and now I am found
You stood up and I fell down

Love you in my daydream

Would you believe me if I told you that your love is second to none
Would you believe me when I say that I think of you when youre gone
Would you believe me if I told you that I never felt this way with anyone
Would you believe me if I said that you are the one - philoism

The best time I ever had
When you were mine so do myself to keepin' me
Never let you go, but trains and boats and airplanes
Took me away from you

Away from all the love we had
From all the things we shared
And tell me, what can I do?
You're always on my mind

If I could sing my song to you
I'd tell you, how my heart is broken too
From any corner of the world, I let you know
I'll always be your girl
I'm still in love with you

Lonely days and lonely nights
Since you've been gone I miss your touch
I miss your smile always by my side
I think about the times we had
And now I'm wonder why oh why

You had to steal my heart
When we were world apart
So tell me, baby what should I do?
You're always on my mind

If I could sing my song to you
I'd tell you how my heart is broken too
From any corner of the world, I let you know
I'll always be your girl
I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you

If I could sing my song to you, oh baby
You know my heart is true, you're always on my mind

Still in love
I'm still in love with you

Like the night that steals the day
Like the seasons that go astray
Like the love that came my way
Like the heart that slips away - philoism

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I.

No matter where we go,
No matter what we do,
You and I both know,
You were meant for me,
And I was meant for you - philoism

All my life ive been dreaming of someone like you,
Never knew that you were waiting for someone like me,
I knew we were always meant to be,
When she said "I wanna marry you" - philoism

And when this life is through,
Before the world fades away,
I will remember the day,
The day that I fell for you - philoism