Are my thoughts worthy of me? If not then now is the time to change. I will begin right here right now. Nothing matters but this moment and what I am focusing my attention on.

You will find me. Ill be right here.

- philoism

Every Breath - Jenny Phillips.

Tears.
Just stop.
Damn it just stop.

- philoism

When Im silent it doesnt mean I dont care,
It means that I care enough to respect your request.
When Im smiling it doesnt mean I am happy,
It means that I choose not to show my sorrow.
When Im laughing it doesnt mean I have moved on,
It means that Im camouflaging my tears.
When I ignore you it doesnt mean I have forgotten,
It means that I still think of you every second.
When I walk away from you it doesnt mean I dont love you,
It means that I want you to be happy.

- philoism

Couples in love believe that everyone has someone made especially for them. I have had the most beautiful and the most devastating love. Yet I belive that everyone has a soulmate. For me it is you. You that is made especially for me. When the time is right by God, I will join you. We will be one being. Even now I already feel that connection even words cannot severe. Nor time. Nor death. Even in death I will come to you.

- philoism

I'm sorry, so sorry
That I was such a fool
I didn't know
Love could be so cruel

You tell me mistakes
Are part of being young
But that don't right
The wrong that's been done

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
So sorry, So sorry
Please accept my apology
But love is blind
And I was too blind to see
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Uh-oh
Oh, yes

I'm sorry, so sorry
Please accept my apology
But love was blind
And I was too blind to see
Sorry

- Brenda Lee

Hey, Venus
Oh, Venus

Venus, if you will
Please send a sweet woman for me to thrill
A woman who wants my kisses and my arms
A woman with all the charms of you

Venus, make her a woman with sunlight in her hair
And take the brightest stars up in the skies
And place them in her eyes for me

Venus, goddess of love that you are
Surely the things I ask
Can't be too great a task


Venus, if you do
I promise that I always will be true
I'll give her all the love I have to give
As long as we both shall live


Venus, goddess of love that you are
Surely the things I ask
Can't be too great a task


Venus if you do
I promise that I always will be true
I'll give her all the love I have to give
As long as we both shall live


Hey, Venus
Oh, Venus
Make my wish come true

- Frankie Avalon

Whether you pushed or pulled me,
Drained or fueled me,
Loved or left me,
Helped or hurt me,
You are still part of me.

Watch your thoughts
Your thoughts become your words
Watch your words
Your words become your actions
Watch your actions
Your actions become your habits
Watch your habits
Your habits become your character
Watch your character
Your character becomes your destiny.

Today is one of those days I wake up wondering where am I, what am I doing here, why am I alive, what is my purpose of being alive and what am I supposed to do here and if living is for the sake of breathing or eating or caring for other living beings like dogs and cats more unfortunate than I am or if living means being able to make a change in someones life or change my own life for the fact still remains that if I am still here there must be a purpose unknown to me yet or a purpose known but not taken

- Philoism

Im awake.
Dont know why.
But here I am.
Awake.

- philoism

Deep red lips
Black lined eyes
Thick dark mascara
Toussled wavy dark locks
Custard skin
Scent of roses and vanilla
Ebony fitted dress
Small butterfly earrings
Crimson rose embedded in a silver ring
Three inch leather pumps
Scarlet manicured nails
Dusty grey eyes
Walks to the woman who holds her heart
A woman who calls out to her in silence
One step at a time
Stands strong in front of her
Looks this woman into her eyes
Searching for a sign
Tears creep down in agony
This woman

- philoism

Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
Its been 3 long years
Do you still want me?
Ill stay on the bus forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I dont see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
Bus driver please look for me
Cause I couldnt bear to see what I might see
Now the whole damn bus is cheering
And I cant believe I see
A hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree

- Tony Orlando

Unbearable.Thats the only word to describe the pain I feel. I look for some kind of miracle balm. One that heals a broken heart. I light candles in hope. I wipe the tears from my eyes and tell myself that everything happens for a reason. Every morning I wake with your smile on my mind. I murder those thoughts. Im killing my emotions. Im suffocating my love for you.

- philoism

What a troublesome thing the heart is.
Its stubborn and it wont listen at all.
Once it loves someone it will ache in longing.
Even if I tell the heart that the person it loves doesnt want it.
It still aches. Even more. It misses you.
What a troublesome thing the heart it.

- philoism

Without love I mean nothing to you,
Without love Im broken in two,
Without love no value no worth,
Without love no life left on earth.