I dont know what am i doing here?
Theres a shadow in my place
Maybe now
Everything will be so clear
You shed a light into this empty space
And all i am
All i have doesnt even matter now
I cant understand why i feel this way
But i do
I do
I just wanna love you when the goings tough
I just wanna hold you when youre not enough
I just wanna give you everything i got
I do
I do
I dont know what am i saying here?
Theres a hole in my heart and its begging please
Maybe now
Everything will be so clear
Cos your all ill ever need
All i know is
I dont wanna lose control
I just wanna touch your soul
I do
I do
I just wanna hold you when the goings tough
I just wanna love you when youre not enough
I just wanna give you all that i can give
I do
I do
I just wanna kiss you in the morning sun
I just wanna love you when the day is done
I just wanna hold you just because i can
I just wanna fold you up into my arms
I just wanna listen to your beating heart
I just wanna love you just because i do
I do
I do
- Susie Suh
Friday, November 16, 2012
Sunday, November 11, 2012
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
I am you,
You are ready like my heart
To be true
I will stay
You have asked me to hold you
In a way
There's nothing else to do.
The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.
I am you,
You are ready like my heart
To be true.
All the feathers in your hair
We are young,
But we are older than the light
We've become
In this room.
Let's forget all the things that we say, sailing
I am sailing
And there's nothing I'd rather do.
I am sailing, I'm sailing
And there's no one else but you.
The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.
Let's forget all the things that we say
You are ready like my heart
To be true
I will stay
You have asked me to hold you
In a way
There's nothing else to do.
The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.
I am you,
You are ready like my heart
To be true.
All the feathers in your hair
We are young,
But we are older than the light
We've become
In this room.
Let's forget all the things that we say, sailing
I am sailing
And there's nothing I'd rather do.
I am sailing, I'm sailing
And there's no one else but you.
The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.
Let's forget all the things that we say
As 2013 begins, Aquarius, something new begins to emerge in your life – peace. You’ve had quite a few years of being confused as to what to do about the chaos you’ve experienced, but now is the time when it all begin to make sense. It’s time to admit that you have had some times when you thought things were never going to get better, and now is the time when things begin to shift to the positive.
What you need to do right now is to appreciate the lessons you’ve learned along the way. At times, you’ve been less than receptive to the ways in which you have grown because of the hard times. This is natural, but now that your life is going in a better direction, you can begin to see how you needed to learn lessons in the way you learned them.
Stop for a moment and think about what you have learned about yourself. You have learned just how strong you are. You have learned who your true friends are. Even though you might not be completely happy with how things have turned out, realize that you now have knowledge that will made bad days a little more bearable. Stop for a moment and thank the universe for the opportunity to grow. You have grown more than you realize.
As 2013 begins, realize that you have changed, Aquarius. You might not know it yet, but others have noticed. They have seen you grow because of your challenges and they have questioned whether they could have made it through as gracefully as you have. It’s a gift to be pushed sometimes.
Though you are not going to live a life that is free from worry or from pain (no one does), you are uniquely qualified to deal with the pressures of life. You have the ability to see things as being mutable and changeable. And you know that even the hardest times can have a bright result. Now, you just have to believe it.
What you need to do right now is to appreciate the lessons you’ve learned along the way. At times, you’ve been less than receptive to the ways in which you have grown because of the hard times. This is natural, but now that your life is going in a better direction, you can begin to see how you needed to learn lessons in the way you learned them.
Stop for a moment and think about what you have learned about yourself. You have learned just how strong you are. You have learned who your true friends are. Even though you might not be completely happy with how things have turned out, realize that you now have knowledge that will made bad days a little more bearable. Stop for a moment and thank the universe for the opportunity to grow. You have grown more than you realize.
As 2013 begins, realize that you have changed, Aquarius. You might not know it yet, but others have noticed. They have seen you grow because of your challenges and they have questioned whether they could have made it through as gracefully as you have. It’s a gift to be pushed sometimes.
Though you are not going to live a life that is free from worry or from pain (no one does), you are uniquely qualified to deal with the pressures of life. You have the ability to see things as being mutable and changeable. And you know that even the hardest times can have a bright result. Now, you just have to believe it.
Monday, November 5, 2012
You and I. We hurt each other. Lashings of pain that we carry upon our chests. Medals that show the depth of our suffering. I am sorry. For all the ones bearing my name pinned upon your chest. I do not wish to bear any more medals carved in your name on my chest. I have stripped myself of them. Melted them away and caste a new mould.Only one piece in the shape of your heart. I pin it upon my chest and carry it with pride, honour and love.
- philoism
Thursday, November 1, 2012
You know I'm not one to break promises,
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe,
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend,,
But there's something inside that I need to release.,
Which way is right, which way is wrong,
How do I say that I need to move on?,
You know we're heading separate ways.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
You've given me more than I can return,
Yet there's oh so much that you deserve.
There's nothing to say, nothing to do.
I've nothing to give,
I must leave without you.
You know we're heading separate ways.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing that I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
- Alex Clare
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe,
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend,,
But there's something inside that I need to release.,
Which way is right, which way is wrong,
How do I say that I need to move on?,
You know we're heading separate ways.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
You've given me more than I can return,
Yet there's oh so much that you deserve.
There's nothing to say, nothing to do.
I've nothing to give,
I must leave without you.
You know we're heading separate ways.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing that I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.
- Alex Clare
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Doesn't matter where we're going
If we're heading in the wrong direction,
There's no connection here,
Yeah, and you know this
It doesn't matter if you want me
If you can't decide just what you need
I just hope I made myself clear
But you know this
You keep turning left and baby,
I keep turning right
And everything we say or do
You turn into major fights
And frankly I'm tired, baby I'm tired of you
But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah
It doesn't matter what the question is
If you cant's accept the answer I give you everytime you ask me
It doesn't matter what you're saying
When your action speaks another language
Still messing with my mind
Cause you need to see still I know you know this
We have grown apart and baby well,
I don't think you see that even if you love me,
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired, ooh baby I'm tired of you
But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah
I don't think you see me and even if you love me
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired
I'm tired cause I'm not in love with you anymore
I'm tired cause it's over and we're through
And you know this
I'm tired cause there's nothing more to see
And I'm sick of explaining yeah
You need to see that what we have is an error.
- Ina
If we're heading in the wrong direction,
There's no connection here,
Yeah, and you know this
It doesn't matter if you want me
If you can't decide just what you need
I just hope I made myself clear
But you know this
You keep turning left and baby,
I keep turning right
And everything we say or do
You turn into major fights
And frankly I'm tired, baby I'm tired of you
But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah
It doesn't matter what the question is
If you cant's accept the answer I give you everytime you ask me
It doesn't matter what you're saying
When your action speaks another language
Still messing with my mind
Cause you need to see still I know you know this
We have grown apart and baby well,
I don't think you see that even if you love me,
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired, ooh baby I'm tired of you
But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah
I don't think you see me and even if you love me
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired
I'm tired cause I'm not in love with you anymore
I'm tired cause it's over and we're through
And you know this
I'm tired cause there's nothing more to see
And I'm sick of explaining yeah
You need to see that what we have is an error.
- Ina
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Bleakness of the sun rays piercing warmth upon our hazel skin
Hands of two souls entwined as one
Backs upon the ivory sands of time
Crystal rushing waves crash around cooing
Come to me
Take my hand
Run away
With me
Take your life and toss it far into the ocean depths
Sink your sorrows upon the seas
Will you be mine, will you?
- philoism
Monday, October 29, 2012
You gave me a feeling
I could never forget
A sense of belonging
To a place that no one else has been
You gave me a piece of your life
I can never return
A sense of peace
That I am safe in your arms
You gave me a corner of your heart
A sense of friendship and love
I will never forget you
My friend.
- philoism
Monday, October 22, 2012
Aquarius in October
The movement of the past few months has been upsetting for the Aquarius. What you need to know is that October is bound to be a little easier on you. Like some other signs this month, this is a time when you can begin to see the patterns in your life, and you’re able to take time to repair these patterns and to change the stories you’ve been telling yourself. You can begin to finally emerge as the person you see yourself to be deep inside. All it takes is being ready to speak up when the time comes for you to say what you mean and what you think.
What do you have to do? One of the things you might want to do in October is to surround yourself with good friends. Talk with others about your feelings and find out what they think about your thoughts. That said, these conversations should not be times for you to change your mind. Even if you hear about something that makes more sense than your own thoughts, keep your thoughts and your ideas as your own. Don’t let anyone change your mind this time.
The more that you begin to stand up for your own ideas and for your own thoughts, you will begin to see that you even stand up for the things that are very important to you. Once content to stay in the shadows when you didn’t want to rock the boat. Things are changing in October. You have the possibility of being the person that you see when you look in the mirror. You just need to surround yourself with friends, and you need to remember you can think what you think and like what you like and no one else can take it from you.
The movement of the past few months has been upsetting for the Aquarius. What you need to know is that October is bound to be a little easier on you. Like some other signs this month, this is a time when you can begin to see the patterns in your life, and you’re able to take time to repair these patterns and to change the stories you’ve been telling yourself. You can begin to finally emerge as the person you see yourself to be deep inside. All it takes is being ready to speak up when the time comes for you to say what you mean and what you think.
What do you have to do? One of the things you might want to do in October is to surround yourself with good friends. Talk with others about your feelings and find out what they think about your thoughts. That said, these conversations should not be times for you to change your mind. Even if you hear about something that makes more sense than your own thoughts, keep your thoughts and your ideas as your own. Don’t let anyone change your mind this time.
The more that you begin to stand up for your own ideas and for your own thoughts, you will begin to see that you even stand up for the things that are very important to you. Once content to stay in the shadows when you didn’t want to rock the boat. Things are changing in October. You have the possibility of being the person that you see when you look in the mirror. You just need to surround yourself with friends, and you need to remember you can think what you think and like what you like and no one else can take it from you.
I just want to be wherever you are
I just want to know youre there
I just want to see whatever you see
Cause I know you're not too shy to say it
Cause everywhere I go and everyone I touch
What I already know is not enough
And no one has taught me quite like you
Following my eyes searching for the real knowing that there's not much else
Tell me that you hear what I'm saying,
Ooh I swear you know the very best way to
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Only you can release the love inside me baby (waited my turn and I'm ready to learn)
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Release the love inside me baby (ooh)
In and out love me down playing with my dirty mind
I just want to feel whatever you feel
Feel it at the very same time
I want to know how to make you cry
How to make your body cream
Feel my dirty mind with your favorite erotic dream
Oooh show me what to do
Anywhere we are I'm daring you to demonstrate
The front seat in my car close your eyes and accelerate
If you never seen this side of me take a ride on my rocket babe
Your body is a party and I just want to celebrate
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
- Miguel
I just want to know youre there
I just want to see whatever you see
Cause I know you're not too shy to say it
Cause everywhere I go and everyone I touch
What I already know is not enough
And no one has taught me quite like you
Following my eyes searching for the real knowing that there's not much else
Tell me that you hear what I'm saying,
Ooh I swear you know the very best way to
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Only you can release the love inside me baby (waited my turn and I'm ready to learn)
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Release the love inside me baby (ooh)
In and out love me down playing with my dirty mind
I just want to feel whatever you feel
Feel it at the very same time
I want to know how to make you cry
How to make your body cream
Feel my dirty mind with your favorite erotic dream
Oooh show me what to do
Anywhere we are I'm daring you to demonstrate
The front seat in my car close your eyes and accelerate
If you never seen this side of me take a ride on my rocket babe
Your body is a party and I just want to celebrate
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
- Miguel
Thursday, October 18, 2012
I am strong, but I am fragile.
I am self sufficient, but I want to be cared for.
I am a 100% woman, but I am independant.
I am intelligent, but I like challenge.
I am attractive, but I am not easy.
I am capable, but I want to be pampered.
I am passionate, but I want to be adored.
I am desirable, but I am not cheap.
I am loyal, but I am not naive.
I am single, but I am not looking.
- philoism
I am self sufficient, but I want to be cared for.
I am a 100% woman, but I am independant.
I am intelligent, but I like challenge.
I am attractive, but I am not easy.
I am capable, but I want to be pampered.
I am passionate, but I want to be adored.
I am desirable, but I am not cheap.
I am loyal, but I am not naive.
I am single, but I am not looking.
- philoism
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
I sit here all alone at my desk, weeping
I ask myself what is it that I really want?
I want to be accepted, for the person that I am
I want to be loved, for the smile upon my lips
I want to be cared for, like every woman who deserves it
I want to be comforted, in my sorrows
I want to be made love to, passionately
I want to be missed, like this is my last day on earth
I want to be remembered, like a memory that never fades away
- philoism
I ask myself what is it that I really want?
I want to be accepted, for the person that I am
I want to be loved, for the smile upon my lips
I want to be cared for, like every woman who deserves it
I want to be comforted, in my sorrows
I want to be made love to, passionately
I want to be missed, like this is my last day on earth
I want to be remembered, like a memory that never fades away
- philoism
Monday, October 1, 2012
If I talk real slowly, if I try real hard
To make my point dear, that you have my heart
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
If I talk real slowly, if I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love
You might understand
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all that you are
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
- Angus and Julia Stone
To make my point dear, that you have my heart
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
If I talk real slowly, if I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love
You might understand
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all that you are
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way
- Angus and Julia Stone
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without anyone in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream partner, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader, a real confident type.
She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she asks you out, do not think she is flirting with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a relaxed partner who sometimes act like they are ignoring her, so they have a chance to show her their own confidence.
Her appearance is puzzling. Most Aquarian women are lovely, with a haunting, wistful beauty. But they’re changeable. They can give an impression of smooth whipped cream, then suddenly switch to salty pizza as quickly as a bright, blue, zig-zag bolt of Uranian electricity. Next to Ubrans, Aquarian females are often the most beautiful women in the zodiac. At the very least, they’re interesting-looking. The Aquarian manner of dressing can stop you dead in your tracks. There are a few of them who could grace the cover of a fashion magazine, but the average Aquarian girl is anything but conventional about her costumes. She can wear some outfits a gypsy would envy, and her naked individuality can produce some mighty unique combinations. She’ll usually be the first to wear a new fad, no matter how zany it is, yet she can also stick to Grandma styles-even great-grandma’s styles. With typical – Aquarian indifference, she’ll mix yesterday’s lace with today’s metallic jump suit, and the effect can be a little startling. She’ll wear her lace nightgown to a formal banquet, ostrich feathers to the supermarket, bell bottom slacks to the opera, sneakers to the theater, diamonds when she visits the zoo-and top it all off with a faded Mother Hubbard she picked up in a thrift shop.
She likes to guess her partner’s reaction, but at the same time she has many wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do things differently from other people in her same society. She dares to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even when she acts confident, she mostly feels lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone, she won’t show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to being the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has “Faith” in the word “Love”.
She has more guy friends than women friends, so do not be jealous if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous partners. She loves “Freedom” so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you. She likes to be the one who is “Right”, so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she says “It’s over” be prepared to leave, she is not testing you as she would have already given you many opportunities to redeem yourself. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not worry about her, she will survive by herself.
If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you. Do not have secrets with her, she hates it and can really piss her off badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bored with this girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let her talk alone, if you do, she will leave.
Your Aquarian woman can float through her days and nights with all the grace of a proud swan, but she may behave like a clumsy bear in romantic situations. The line between friendship and love is often all but invisible to Aquarius. She'll be glad to let you take her hand and walk beside her as she looks with happy delight on the sunrise, an antique car, the milkman’s horse, a yellow garbage pail, a stuffed owl or a red balloon caught in a church steeple. But don’t distract her with too much to-getherness. Let her wander through her wonderland alone when she chooses.
She has many types of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a “Working Woman” then you will be okay. If she is mad, find a shelter for the “Hurricane” is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of “pay back” time.
Most people might think of her as “one of the guys”, chummy and a great pal but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice to her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is honest, truthful and will never bore you.
The quickest ways to lose her are to show jealousy, possessiveness or prejudice; to be critical, chauvinism or ultra-conservative. You’ll also have to like her friends, who will come in odd, assorted sizes and shapes.
She’s susceptible to sudden flashes of inspiration, and her intuition is remarkable. Her judgment may not seem sound or practical at first, because she sees months and years ahead. The Aquarian girl lives in tomorrow, and you can only visit there through her. What she says will come true, perhaps after many delays and troubles, but it will come true. I suppose, after all, that’s the most special thing about your Aquarian woman. She’s a little bit magic.
The good news is that she is one of the nicest people in the universe. The bad news is, that's because she always does exactly what she pleases. An Aquarius female is rebellious, headstrong, and contrary. She can be selfishly independent and exasperating, especially when she is running through the house screaming, "freedom!”
- Hazel Dixon-Cooper
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