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Everyone dies.
Some desperately extend their time on earth with many tries.
Some like me are more than happy to reconnect lost ties.

- philoism

To be honest, I don't care anymore.
Not because I have someone else.
But because I have no one else.


- philoism

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Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I walked into the room dripping in gold
Yeah dripping in gold
I walked into the room dripping in gold
Dripping in gold
A wave of heads did turn, or so I've been told
Or so I've been told
My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled
Oh I cannot solve

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

It's true I crave you
Crave You
It's true I crave you

Let's just stop and think, before I lose face
Surely I can't fall, into a game of chase
Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled
I try to reach out, but he's in his own world
This boy's got my head tied in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I am craving you.

Where is God when it hurts?

The message to take with you in hard times is that when you cannot see His hand, trust His heart. Know for certain without doubt that He has not forsaken you. When you seem to have no strength of your own, that is when you can most fully rest in His presence and know that His strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9-10).

God does not give you what you cannot handle. There is a time and purpose for everything. When in pain, make God your pillar of strength.When in sickness, offer up your sufferings unto Him. When your heart is filled with hate, ask God to pour His light into your darkness.

Look around you, look deep within you. There are angels of light all around you, who will lend a helping hand, a simple gesture of kindness, words of hope and encouragement. Allow yourself to receive the Lord's everlasting grace.

Believe in Him.

- philoism

I don't get to say who comes, who goes, who stays. I don't get the chance to say what I feel. I don't remember sometimes. I don't control my dreams.

- philoism

My Sister's Wedding

1. Adore You - Miley Cyrus
2. The Man I Love - Hindi Zahra
3. Never Quit Loving You - Jill Barber
4. I Do - Susie Suh
5. Dream Of Me - Kristina Train
6. Stuck On You - Meiko
7. The Way I Am - Ingrid Michealson
8. By Your Side - Sade
9. LOVE - Fisher
10. I Love You Always - Donna Lewis
11. Halo - Beyonce
12. Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer
13. Unconditionally - Katy Perry
14. The Knot - Jill Barber
15. It Had To Be You - Lisa Ekdahl
16. Terrified - Katharine McPhee
17. You & I - Ingrid Michealson
18. Love Song - Adele
19. Songbird - Naya Rivera
20. Over The Moon - Rosie Thomas

Don't say YES when you want to say NO.

Don't say NO when you want to say YES.

- Paulo Coelho

If this room could come to life
You'd be the heart beat inside
And if the stars forgot to shine
You'd bring the darkness to light

I can't believe my eyes

I'm looking at an angel tonight

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing

I try to light up your world
I thought that means something
But you forget about me

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh

And if these dreams would come to be
I hold you in my arms
Give you my heart forever
But girl can't you see?

I gave you all I had
You left me for something you call better

I cant believe my eyes
Everything came crumbling down tonight

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing
I try to light up your world
I thought that means something

But you forget about me

ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
How could you forget about me?

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
Please don't forget about me

Ive never been good at letting go
But this time its what right in your eyes, im told.
But something still believes there's hope for you and me
But I gotta know

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing
I try to light up your world
I thought that means something

But you forget about me

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
How could you forget about me?
Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
Please don't forget about me

- Dustin Tavella

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash up on the sand

How long will I want you
As long as you want me too
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can

How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you say

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may

We're all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride

- Ellie Goulding

We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell.
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

- Miley C