Where is God when it hurts?

The message to take with you in hard times is that when you cannot see His hand, trust His heart. Know for certain without doubt that He has not forsaken you. When you seem to have no strength of your own, that is when you can most fully rest in His presence and know that His strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9-10).

God does not give you what you cannot handle. There is a time and purpose for everything. When in pain, make God your pillar of strength.When in sickness, offer up your sufferings unto Him. When your heart is filled with hate, ask God to pour His light into your darkness.

Look around you, look deep within you. There are angels of light all around you, who will lend a helping hand, a simple gesture of kindness, words of hope and encouragement. Allow yourself to receive the Lord's everlasting grace.

Believe in Him.

- philoism

I don't get to say who comes, who goes, who stays. I don't get the chance to say what I feel. I don't remember sometimes. I don't control my dreams.

- philoism

My Sister's Wedding

1. Adore You - Miley Cyrus
2. The Man I Love - Hindi Zahra
3. Never Quit Loving You - Jill Barber
4. I Do - Susie Suh
5. Dream Of Me - Kristina Train
6. Stuck On You - Meiko
7. The Way I Am - Ingrid Michealson
8. By Your Side - Sade
9. LOVE - Fisher
10. I Love You Always - Donna Lewis
11. Halo - Beyonce
12. Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer
13. Unconditionally - Katy Perry
14. The Knot - Jill Barber
15. It Had To Be You - Lisa Ekdahl
16. Terrified - Katharine McPhee
17. You & I - Ingrid Michealson
18. Love Song - Adele
19. Songbird - Naya Rivera
20. Over The Moon - Rosie Thomas

Don't say YES when you want to say NO.

Don't say NO when you want to say YES.

- Paulo Coelho

If this room could come to life
You'd be the heart beat inside
And if the stars forgot to shine
You'd bring the darkness to light

I can't believe my eyes

I'm looking at an angel tonight

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing

I try to light up your world
I thought that means something
But you forget about me

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh

And if these dreams would come to be
I hold you in my arms
Give you my heart forever
But girl can't you see?

I gave you all I had
You left me for something you call better

I cant believe my eyes
Everything came crumbling down tonight

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing
I try to light up your world
I thought that means something

But you forget about me

ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
How could you forget about me?

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
Please don't forget about me

Ive never been good at letting go
But this time its what right in your eyes, im told.
But something still believes there's hope for you and me
But I gotta know

You're such a beautiful girl
But to you, I mean nothing
I try to light up your world
I thought that means something

But you forget about me

Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
How could you forget about me?
Ehh eh, ehh eh, ehh eh
Please don't forget about me

- Dustin Tavella

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash up on the sand

How long will I want you
As long as you want me too
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can

How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you say

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may

We're all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride

- Ellie Goulding

We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell.
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

- Miley C 

I've never seen a diamond in the flesh
I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies
And I'm not proud of my address,
In a torn-up town, no postcode envy

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash.
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood,
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

My friends and I—we've cracked the code.
We count our dollars on the train to the party.
And everyone who knows us knows that we're fine with this,
We didn't come for money.

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom.
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

Ooh ooh oh
We're bigger than we ever dreamed,
And I'm in love with being queen.
Ooh ooh oh
Life is great without a care
We aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

- Lorde

You cant lose something you never had.

I've been dreaming of a special place
Somewhere only you and I know
Where only you and I go

I can see it's cold and strange
As you take my hand in yours
Far away in foreign lands
Walking by the shore

I've been dreaming of a special place
Somewhere only you and I know
Where only you and I go

I can see it's cold and strange
As you take my hand in yours
Far away in foreign lands
Walking by the shore

Where only you and I go

You're by my side
On a golden day
You're by my side
And it's here we'll stay
You're by my side
Forever and a day
You're by my side

You're by my side
On a golden day
You're by my side
And it's here we'll stay
You're by my side
Forever and a day
You're by my side

I've been dreaming of a special place
Somewhere only you and I know
Where only you and I go

I can see it's cold and strange
As you take my hand in yours
Far away in foreign lands
Walking by the shore

You were born, and with you endless possibilities―very few ever to be realized.  It's okay.  Life was never about what you could do, but what you would do.

Nothing more made for love than a butterfly.

- Coco Chanel

In time, in time they tell me, I'll not feel so bad. I don't want time to heal me. There's a reason I'm like this. I want time to set me ugly and knotted with loss of you, marking me. I won't smooth you away.
I can't say goodbye.

- China Mieville

My love flows through the vines of time

It is ageless,

It knows no pain, 

Just a mindless overflowing emotion. 

- philoism