Saturday, December 31, 2011

Whatever our souls are made of, hers and mine are the same. My soulmate.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Days get longer, nights colder, time ticks away, every minute, every second, one more painful than the other. This I will endure for the sake of being in love. Every day I love you more than the day before.

- philoism
I don't miss you. Because you're right here, in my heart.

- philoism

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

All of my life, where have you been? I wonder if I'll ever see you again
Silence is a girls loudest cry. You know she is really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

When the stars light up the sky, my heart trembles with love. I will never forget. You.

- philoism
Youre good enough for me, just not good enough for yourself. I don't deserve you because you're perfect. Its not me, its you.

- philoism
The sky looks like a can of grey paint spilt all over it

- philoism

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

You can take my picture off your shelf
You can throw away all of my things too
You can tell all your friends that we're through
But darling, I know one thing you can't do

You can never stop me loving you
You can never stop the way that my hearts beating too
You can never stop me loving you
That's one thing you'll never do

You can ignore me when the thought of me passes by
You can do your best to make me cry
You can break my heart and leave me blue
But darling I know one thing you can't do

You can hang the phone up when I call
You can say you don't love me at all
You can say its over and we're through
But darling I know one thing you can't do

You can never stop me loving you
That's one thing you'll never do

Monday, December 19, 2011

After all that has been said and done, all that is left is a heart that belongs to you. Here, would you have what is left of it. I'd give it to no other.

- philoism
When I say forever, I meant it. Even if you don't believe it.

- philoism

Sunday, December 18, 2011

And like a fool, I BELIEVED. If that to you is a lie then the truth is nothing less. I love you.

- philoism
Time changes everything. But time has no control over my heart. I love you. Always.

- philoism
I ask myself what is love on many occasions. And I see a picture of you. You are the perfect picture of love to me.

- philoism

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Tears come to my eyes, but I don't cry. I just wonder why, I never tell you I love you.

Friday, December 16, 2011


Greeting cards have all been sent
The Christmas rush is through
But I still have one wish to make
A special one for you

Merry Christmas darling
We're apart that's true
But I can dream in my dreams
Im Christmas-ing with you

Holidays are joyful
There's always something new
But everyday's a holiday
When Im near to you
The lights on my tree
I wish you could see
I wish it everyday
Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire to see you
And say

That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year too
I've just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you
I am there where you used to be.
Find me.

- philoism

Thursday, December 15, 2011

A wrenching and intimate story, unsparing, moment by moment record of a fading love with all of its agony. A mercurial devotion that binds two women to each other. My love story.

- philoism

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

And if you have a minute
Why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
Why don't we go?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

Monday, December 12, 2011

Faded into life what we once were. Just like dandelions in the wind, our memories take flight. Just like the wings of a butterfly, torn and grey. Goodbye my heart and soul. You have forgotten. Me.

- philoism
Did you miss me, as I have of you? Do I leave here? Pack and run for there is nothing here. Sleeping here is almost easy. An illusion more bitter afterward than the fact. Will you have me? Remembering your hands on me, the power of those fingers inside my body. And to realise afterwards in your gentleness that it was passion, that you could be so strong because of your tenderness. I miss you.

- philoism

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Some things don't change. Like the moon, she is always there. Even if dark clouds invade her shining light, she is still as beautiful behind those smoky curtains. Some things don't change. Like my love for you.

-philoism

Friday, December 9, 2011

What is it that makes my dreams of you so vivid? Like you are right there in front of me and you seem different. There is a glow about you and the whole picture comes alive. We are happy. Going about our daily chores and there is nothing a miss. Everything is perfect. Except that when I wake up, nothing is the same as it was.

- philoism

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I dont want to be anything but yours.

- philoism

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

I lost my shadow somewhere,
Now Im incomplete,
This place is wearing me thin,

My shadow sleeps on the outside,
She is far away,
Her strength is fading fast,

She says its cold and im so tired,
She's all I ever had,
Now she might not come back,

She's got every single memory,
My mind is empty,
When she's not with me,

If she fades she takes me with her,
But Im not ready,
Don't take her away from me.
Am I worthy?
of you? your love?
of your heart? your kiss?
of your being? your ring?
of your family? loving you?
of being your wife? living with you?
I want to be worthy of spending my life with you.

- philoism

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Monday, December 5, 2011

In the dark marine sky, there is a shy moon. Like a bride she hides beneath her veil. Send my heart sweet bride, to the love of my life.
- philoism
Keep me as the apple of your eye, hide me in the shadow of your wings - Psalm 17:8
A painting of a young girl sleeping framed in silver,
While all her life is time,
Winter is fading dignity she draws the shade,
And lying to her grace,
Thinks she feels security,
Where nothing dies.

She speaks in soft filter smiles,
Tastes the rain of memories water can't heal her pain,
She stares into mirrors cracked and broken lines,
A little girl waves goodbye.

She's fading as her hour glass runs out,
So sorry for the pain,
Still waiting for a girl from the magazines,
A torn and yellowed page.

In her darkened room she cries,
For faces now shining halos,
Can't believe what time has done for her,
Can't stop thinking through the frame.

She's fading as her hour glass runs out,
Sorry for the pain,
While all her life is time,
Winter finds a place for her and draws the shade.
I can't remember much, but almost all of the nights when my angel appears to be with me in my dreams, I wake up thinking that no matter what happens, she is with me.

- philoism

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Greg Laswell - My fight for you

Goodnight my love. Ill be waiting. Its chilly tonight, can't wait to warm my hands in yours. See you soon chocolate.

-philoism

Saturday, December 3, 2011

I write a million words to you and trace the air with my kisses. I have you running through my veins. My sweetheart.

- philoism