Where the sea touches the sky. That's where Ill be. Till you come for me.

- philoism

My father's chantings in the mornings when I was a child still echo through my soul especially on auspicious days.

Om Tryambakam Yajamahe
Suganthim Pushtivardhanam
Urvarukamiva Bandhanan
Mrityor Mukshiya Maamritat

- For my Papa on Diwali.

Mabuhay my love. Both my feet sink inches into the ivory sands of time. I look up. Soft cotton candy puff clouds drift through a sea blue sky. A warm wind gently tousles my hair and draws a smile to my lips.

- philoism

Remember the first time when we woke up next to each other and how we thought that we could totally make it last forever.

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Remember the first time we kissed and how it sent our hearts in a frenzy. We just couldn't believe a kiss could taste so sweet.

- philoism

Remember the time when we sat facing each other. Suddenly food just became so much tastier.

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Remember when we first held hands. How my hand fit like a missing puzzle piece in yours.

- philoism

I choose to love you in silence. Because in silence I find no rejection. And in silence no one owns you but me.

Somethings wrong from the hilltop
I know you can't see
I look strong all together
Though inside Im weak

Still I bleed
Still I wait to heal
A wound for my crime
What I need
Are more bandages
They've torn all over me

You shelter from the rain
Turn around and walk away
Go now and don't look back
My life's come off its tracks
And you should be
Free of me

I could be who you wanted
Somewhere down the road
When Im whole
When the rains are done
When Ive reaped all that Ive sown
But here and now
On my hands and knees
I crawl through the mire
Your bed is soft and warm
Im weary and tired

Leave me alone
Ill find another home
Im on my knees
Crying out please
Go now and don't look back
My life's come off its tracks
And you should be
Free of me
Free of me

I hear the ticking of the clock
Im lying here the rooms pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
I hope it wont though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long Ive wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone

I'll seek you out,
Flay you alive,
One more word and you wont survive,
And Im not scared of your stolen power,
I see right through you any hour

I wont soothe your pain,
I wont ease your strain,
You'll be waiting in vain,
I got nothin for you to gain

Im taking it slow,
Feeding my flame,
Shuffling the cards of your game,
And just in time,
In the right place,
Suddenly I will play my ace

Eyes on fire,
Your spine is ablaze,
Steadily emerging with grace

- Blue Foundation: Eyes On Fire

I should have known it
I should have seen
Every promise and every word
What was I even thinking

I should have known it
You're going to let me down
What about our forever after
Saw it coming full speed ahead

I should have known it
Its hard to believe
That it was right there in front of me
And I was blinded completely

I should have known it
Nothing comes easy for me
With you I ignored every sign
Its the last time you're going to hurt me

I should have known it
Its over now

- philoism & the heartbreakers

There she is high upon the velvet blanket. Tonight she smiles upon our love. She descends low as a sign. A single star beaming by her side. Her lover, her shining wonder. She is witness to a love stronger than any love ever known. Our love.

- philoism

B.A.B.Y

I pity you. You just don't get it at all. There is not a thing that I don't cherish. Not a word from you that I don't read over and over. Not a day that I don't think of you. Not a night when I don't wish for you. I pity you. Because you just don't get it.

- philoism

Somewhere out there tonight, there is a woman I adore.

- philoism

Recipe for Angel

A box of custard buns
A pint chocolate milkshake
Glasses of coffee
Some cotton candy
Lots of kisses
Loads of hugs
Misses to taste

Directions:
Mix all ingredients together in a big smile.

Viola!

- philoism

When its black
Take a little time to hold yourself
Take a little time to feel around
Before its gone

You wont let go
But you still keep falling down
Remember how you saved me now
From all the wrongs

If there's love just feel it
If there's life we'll see it
This is no time to be alone
I wont let you go

Say those words
Say those words like there's nothing else
Close your eyes and you might believe
That there is some way out

Open up
Open up your heart to me now
Let it all come pouring out
There's nothing I can't take

If your sky is falling
Just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone
I wont let you go

And if you feel the fading light
And you're too weak to carry on the fight
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared
Ill be here not gone forever holding on

I wont let you go, I wont let, I wont let you go.

Forever. That's how long it will take for me to stop loving you.

- philoism

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
Make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true if loving we can share
With you Ill never wonder, will you be there for me
With you Ill never wonder, you're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found a love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will be together because our love is strong

I finally found a love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime
Love of a lifetime
I finally found a love
Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime.

I feel happy. Like there are feathers floating within me. That's the effect you have on me. The feather effect.

- philoism

At the heart of me there is you and the story of us.

- philoism

Faith. Is trust, hope and belief in the goodness, trustworthiness or reliability of a person, concept or entity. It can also refer to beliefs that are not based on proof.

Last night all the angels must have sent you the moon that glowed so brightly in the midnight sky.

- philoism

You must have been a beautiful baby - Bing Cosby

I could be anywhere. When Im with you I could be anywhere. I could be there, right by your side. I could be anywhere when Im with you. Im there.

- philoism

Im losing what I don't deserve.

Burning In The Skies - Linkin Park

How do you tell something that is there that itsnt there? How do you tell something you can feel that you can't feel? How can you tell something that you know that you don't know?

You can't undo love.
I love you.

- philoism

A tiresome, grueling, haunting, painful feeling of bitterness yet its the most wonderous, fantastic, delightful experience you will never regret or forget in your entire life. LOVE.

- philoism

I respect you. I love you. Even if you don't. I respect your love.

- philoism

Empty. If that describes what this is, then its not enough.
Pain. If that explains what this is, then its not enough.
Love. If that says what this is, then its not enough.

You.Me.Us.

- philoism

She wakes up from the depths of her slumber to a voice whispering in the dark. Her eyes search the black but she sees nothing. All around her there is void. Of air and of life. The only sound she hears is the faint beating from her chest. Its rhythm steady and familiar. She lets her lids slowly drown her vision. There in this space between time, she sees her. Her angel.

- philoism

A bloody palm full
Dripping wet scarlet
A tear falls
This torn broken mass
A heart that once was
Mine

- philoism

Made With Love

Was it a dream, or was it real
Did I touch you, did you exist
You exist in my dreams
In our world, you and me
We are real

- philoism

Funny how words of someone you love can make you smile like an idiot the whole day.

- philoism

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, its not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didnt think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn! Damn! Damn!
What Id do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What Id do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
Its who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is, that I really miss you

No I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go

Jessica Jarell - Key To My Heart

I was created especially for you. I was made especially for you. I was crafted especially for you. I was born especially for you.

- philoism

Sometimes look at yourself from my eyes to see what you are worthy of. I love you. More than you know.

- philoism