Doesn't matter where we're going
If we're heading in the wrong direction,
There's no connection here,
Yeah, and you know this

It doesn't matter if you want me
If you can't decide just what you need
I just hope I made myself clear
But you know this

You keep turning left and baby,
I keep turning right
And everything we say or do
You turn into major fights
And frankly I'm tired, baby I'm tired of you

But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah

It doesn't matter what the question is
If you cant's accept the answer I give you everytime you ask me
It doesn't matter what you're saying
When your action speaks another language
Still messing with my mind
Cause you need to see still I know you know this

We have grown apart and baby well,
I don't think you see that even if you love me,
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired, ooh baby I'm tired of you

But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah

I don't think you see me and even if you love me
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired
I'm tired cause I'm not in love with you anymore
I'm tired cause it's over and we're through
And you know this
I'm tired cause there's nothing more to see
And I'm sick of explaining yeah
You need to see that what we have is an error.

- Ina

Bleakness of the sun rays piercing warmth upon our hazel skin Hands of two souls entwined as one Backs upon the ivory sands of time Crystal rushing waves crash around cooing Come to me Take my hand Run away With me Take your life and toss it far into the ocean depths Sink your sorrows upon the seas Will you be mine, will you? - philoism

You gave me a feeling

I could never forget

A sense of belonging

To a place that no one else has been

You gave me a piece of your life

I can never return

A sense of peace

That I am safe in your arms

You gave me a corner of your heart

A sense of friendship and love

I will never forget you

My friend.

- philoism

Long dark hallways

I see you there

Long black hair

Slender arms hang by your side

The thunder roars

Rain falls upon the roof

Droplets leak upon you

Your eyes a black hole

A twisted smile

Feet lifts creating swirls

Palms raised above

Cupping rain

Dance

My love.

 

 

- philoism

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

- Chuck Palahniuk

Aquarius in October

The movement of the past few months has been upsetting for the Aquarius. What you need to know is that October is bound to be a little easier on you. Like some other signs this month, this is a time when you can begin to see the patterns in your life, and you’re able to take time to repair these patterns and to change the stories you’ve been telling yourself. You can begin to finally emerge as the person you see yourself to be deep inside. All it takes is being ready to speak up when the time comes for you to say what you mean and what you think.

What do you have to do? One of the things you might want to do in October is to surround yourself with good friends. Talk with others about your feelings and find out what they think about your thoughts. That said, these conversations should not be times for you to change your mind. Even if you hear about something that makes more sense than your own thoughts, keep your thoughts and your ideas as your own. Don’t let anyone change your mind this time.

The more that you begin to stand up for your own ideas and for your own thoughts, you will begin to see that you even stand up for the things that are very important to you. Once content to stay in the shadows when you didn’t want to rock the boat. Things are changing in October. You have the possibility of being the person that you see when you look in the mirror. You just need to surround yourself with friends, and you need to remember you can think what you think and like what you like and no one else can take it from you.

I just want to be wherever you are
I just want to know youre there
I just want to see whatever you see
Cause I know you're not too shy to say it

Cause everywhere I go and everyone I touch
What I already know is not enough
And no one has taught me quite like you
Following my eyes searching for the real knowing that there's not much else
Tell me that you hear what I'm saying,
Ooh I swear you know the very best way to
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Only you can release the love inside me baby (waited my turn and I'm ready to learn)
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Release the love inside me baby (ooh)
In and out love me down playing with my dirty mind

I just want to feel whatever you feel
Feel it at the very same time
I want to know how to make you cry
How to make your body cream
Feel my dirty mind with your favorite erotic dream
Oooh show me what to do

Anywhere we are I'm daring you to demonstrate
The front seat in my car close your eyes and accelerate
If you never seen this side of me take a ride on my rocket babe
Your body is a party and I just want to celebrate

Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby

- Miguel

I am strong, but I am fragile.
I am self sufficient, but I want to be cared for.
I am a 100% woman, but I am independant.
I am intelligent, but I like challenge.
I am attractive, but I am not easy.
I am capable, but I want to be pampered.
I am passionate, but I want to be adored.
I am desirable, but I am not cheap.
I am loyal, but I am not naive.
I am single, but I am not looking.

- philoism

I sit here all alone at my desk, weeping
I ask myself what is it that I really want?


I want to be accepted, for the person that I am
I want to be loved, for the smile upon my lips
I want to be cared for, like every woman who deserves it
I want to be comforted, in my sorrows
I want to be made love to, passionately
I want to be missed, like this is my last day on earth
I want to be remembered, like a memory that never fades away


- philoism

If I talk real slowly, if I try real hard
To make my point dear, that you have my heart
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way

If I talk real slowly, if I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love
You might understand
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know

If you love me with all that you are
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way

Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know

If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way


- Angus and Julia Stone

I dreamt of you. Why wont you say anything? Because there is no point in saying anything. Why is that? Because it wont change a thing. What do you mean? Because you will never love me more than I love you. *holds hands* - philoism