St Philomena

Feast day: 11th August
Patron: Babies, Children, Youth

She spent 40 days suffering in her final 13 years of life in defense of her purity and faith. Some of the sufferings inflicted upon her include a physical scourging, an attempted drowning and an array of arrows launched upon her. Finally, she was decapitated. But she never wavered from faith. She is the patroness of the children of Mary and of the Living Rosary. Our Lady has said "To Philomena, nothing is refused"

How can I tell you that I love you,
I love you but I can't think of the right words to say,
I long to tell you that Im always thinking of you,
Im always thinking of you but my words just blow away,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
And I can't think of the right words to say,
Wherever I am girl Im always walking with you,
Im always walking with you but I look and you're not there,
Whoever Im with, Im always, always talking to you,
Im always talking to you and Im sad that you can't hear,
Sad that you can't hear
It always ends up to one thing honey,
When I look and you're not there,
I need to know you, need to feel my arms around you,
Feel my arms around you like a sea around a shore,
And each night I pray in hope,
That I might find you in hope that I might,
Find you because hearts can do no more,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
Still I kneel upon the floor,
How can I tell you that I love you, I love you,
But I can't find the right words to say,
I long to tell you that Im always thinking of you,
Im always thinking of you,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
And I can't think of the right words to say.

Should there be no light in this world and everything be plunged to darkness voices in my head scream out your name. Should there be one minute left of time on this earth, I would wish for you still. Should there be only a breath tonight before I surrender, I will not give up hope because you will be my strength. Should there be a chance for me to be born again, I ask that in my next life, I be made your soulmate and your wife. For as long as I am in the world, I want only to be yours.

- philoism

In our world we would be walking along the shores together

In our world you would hold my hand and tell me that you will take care of me

In our world you would look into my eyes and I will see right through to your soul

In our world we will be happily married and spend all of our days together

In our world you are mine. I am yours, in our world. We are one.

- philoism

You are the language, I am the meaning
You are beauty, I am modesty

Without you I am landless,
Without you I am skyless
You are the rivers, I am the ripples
You are the new eve, I am the first season

Without you I am landless,
Without you I am skyless,
Without you I am landless,
Without you

You are eulogy, I am grace
You are the palm, I am henna
Today we announced that we are one and will always stay one,
Even if there is a storm, we will never move from its path
We will colour this colourless world with love,
We will light up the lamp of faith, light will flow in every heart

You are the vision, I am the sight
You are the sea, I am the shore
You are the language, I am the meaning
You are beauty, I am modesty

I see you
I can't stop seeing your face
In every place
You're in my memories
You do it well, ignoring me
The woman I love left me with the light of her love
It illuminates her footsteps as she fades
She's an angel with wings
When the moon smiles down at me
It clothes me with her love
I will never stop loving you baby
Even if time stood still and the world turns to dust

I will love you.
Always.

- philoism

I met her when the sun was down
My heart was screaming at my bones
I need her closer
I pretend she is mine to keep
We both have had no sleep
You're close enough to lose
Close to the point that you know that your mind it cannot choose
Maybe I was stoned
I felt my feet lift off the ground
Close enough to lose your heart
I need you closer

Only I can write the story
Only you can draw the line
Only time can know the distance
Between your world and mine

If you gave me a million reasons
I could never tell you why
I can't say what I believe in
I just feel it inside

As the rain falls
I listen to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, I know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

All I have left is a picture
All that you left was your name
I burn a candle beside my window
That's reflected in the rain

When its hard to find your way home
Just keep this in mind
If you live inside the moment
You'll know that love's a light

As the rain falls I listen to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

I saw love's smiling face
On a raindrop resting in a solitude
Dancing through the amber sky
As the stars are falling down
They become so intertwined

I just wanna be
The girl that I once used to be
Loving life, flying free
But I need to find my way back home

Love is trapped inside her heart
Until the truth keeps pulling her upon the shore
Waves of love wont let her be
And fighting eyes like once a prize
It takes two to see

None of the colours could paint a picture of you
None of the words could describe what I feel for you
None of the emotions could express my love for you
None of the world could understand how much I miss you

- philoism

Does she love you?
I don't know, no. Yes. But it doesn't matter.
Oh its all that matters.

You know I want you to be happy. And more than anything, I want to be the cause of happiness in you.

Dont forget me. Because I wouldn't remember anything else but you.

Im a tiny dot in a corner. Nothing matters, everything hurts. I can't do anything right. I stare into space and my mind is blank. I can't remember anything except the fact that I can't remember anything. I can't cry anymore and I remain bitter and cold. I kill my emotions. Im locked up in this dark hole and drinking doesn't help, it just takes the pain away for a little while. Everytime I think of something that makes me happy, it doesn't make me happy anymore but a feeling of loss and emptiness. I don't desire to be in love anymore, the thought of it causes anxiety because all I know is that love causes tears in the end. And I am all out of tears. I am not worthy of anything or anyone.

When does this end?

- philoism

Your Aquarian has the tendency to become the archetypal "iceman" of the zodiac. Aquarian love can become icy, cold detachment and total isolation. With the "Iceman" forever escaping into the safety of her own high ivory tower. The detachment of your Aquarian lover then becomes a safe tower where no one can ever again touch or hurt the "iceman". Aquarians are more self sufficient than any other signs and don't mind being alone all day, although they enjoy company and like their friends to be intelligent. Love for an Aquarian is much more a state of mind than one of the heart. Often when they love someone when they realise they can trust and rely on them as a mate although they will find it difficult to express themselves. If your Aquarian is emotional, the home will be important and since they stress themselves to such extent they will become weak and may need lots of rest and loads of space. The best way to keep Aquarians relaxed is by making sure they have something to do. One thing you must know is that if an Aquarian decides to do something, nothing can come in her way. Sooner or later she will have what she desires. Your Aquarius is friendly and fascinating. She has in depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with her for hours without getting bored. Aquarians are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have a broad outlook on life and you can be relaxed in their presence. To keep an Aquarius lover interested, you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked, they will always be very faithful to you.

When all that you've tried
Leaves nothing but holes inside
It seems that you're wired
To stay here held in time
Cos nothing seems to change
No nothing gonna change at all
I can see it in your face
The hope has gone astray

But if you hold tight
Shadows will be lost in the light
Because sometimes
Fate and your dreams will collide
So don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me

Your feet are stuck no they can't move
Don't tell me that they're glued
Yeah they're far from
At home at ease but give sometime to breathe

When nothing seems to change
No nothings gonna change at all
I can see it in your face the hope has gone away

But everthing will be okay
I know that its easy to say
But the pain inside will fade
Please tell me that you'll stay

If we hold on tight
Shadows will be lost in light
Because sometimes fate and your dreams can collide
So don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me

When all that you've tried leaves nothing but holes inside

Always so different
You and I
Lets meet in the middle
Leave our worlds behind
And I have found the way my love
With you I walk beside
I was born in summer time
You upon the snow
Remember when I say

I love you this way

Can we see the distance
Be my lover for life
When nothing is missing
Can't get you out of my mind
And "she's the one" I heard you say
She's the one I know
The moon has grasped the distant sun
She's wanting all the glow
Remember when I say

I love you this way