Whatever our souls are made of, hers and mine are the same. My soulmate.

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Mads Langer - Remains of you

Days get longer, nights colder, time ticks away, every minute, every second, one more painful than the other. This I will endure for the sake of being in love. Every day I love you more than the day before.

- philoism

I don't miss you. Because you're right here, in my heart.

- philoism

All of my life, where have you been? I wonder if I'll ever see you again

Silence is a girls loudest cry. You know she is really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

When the stars light up the sky, my heart trembles with love. I will never forget. You.

- philoism

Youre good enough for me, just not good enough for yourself. I don't deserve you because you're perfect. Its not me, its you.

- philoism

The sky looks like a can of grey paint spilt all over it

- philoism

You can take my picture off your shelf
You can throw away all of my things too
You can tell all your friends that we're through
But darling, I know one thing you can't do

You can never stop me loving you
You can never stop the way that my hearts beating too
You can never stop me loving you
That's one thing you'll never do

You can ignore me when the thought of me passes by
You can do your best to make me cry
You can break my heart and leave me blue
But darling I know one thing you can't do

You can hang the phone up when I call
You can say you don't love me at all
You can say its over and we're through
But darling I know one thing you can't do

You can never stop me loving you
That's one thing you'll never do

After all that has been said and done, all that is left is a heart that belongs to you. Here, would you have what is left of it. I'd give it to no other.

- philoism

When I say forever, I meant it. Even if you don't believe it.

- philoism

And like a fool, I BELIEVED. If that to you is a lie then the truth is nothing less. I love you.

- philoism

Time changes everything. But time has no control over my heart. I love you. Always.

- philoism

I ask myself what is love on many occasions. And I see a picture of you. You are the perfect picture of love to me.

- philoism

Tears come to my eyes, but I don't cry. I just wonder why, I never tell you I love you.

Greeting cards have all been sent
The Christmas rush is through
But I still have one wish to make
A special one for you

Merry Christmas darling
We're apart that's true
But I can dream in my dreams
Im Christmas-ing with you

Holidays are joyful
There's always something new
But everyday's a holiday
When Im near to you
The lights on my tree
I wish you could see
I wish it everyday
Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire to see you
And say

That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year too
I've just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you

I am there where you used to be.
Find me.

- philoism

A wrenching and intimate story, unsparing, moment by moment record of a fading love with all of its agony. A mercurial devotion that binds two women to each other. My love story.

- philoism

And if you have a minute
Why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
Why don't we go?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

Faded into life what we once were. Just like dandelions in the wind, our memories take flight. Just like the wings of a butterfly, torn and grey. Goodbye my heart and soul. You have forgotten. Me.

- philoism

Did you miss me, as I have of you? Do I leave here? Pack and run for there is nothing here. Sleeping here is almost easy. An illusion more bitter afterward than the fact. Will you have me? Remembering your hands on me, the power of those fingers inside my body. And to realise afterwards in your gentleness that it was passion, that you could be so strong because of your tenderness. I miss you.

- philoism

Some things don't change. Like the moon, she is always there. Even if dark clouds invade her shining light, she is still as beautiful behind those smoky curtains. Some things don't change. Like my love for you.

-philoism

What is it that makes my dreams of you so vivid? Like you are right there in front of me and you seem different. There is a glow about you and the whole picture comes alive. We are happy. Going about our daily chores and there is nothing a miss. Everything is perfect. Except that when I wake up, nothing is the same as it was.

- philoism

I dont want to be anything but yours.

- philoism

I lost my shadow somewhere,
Now Im incomplete,
This place is wearing me thin,

My shadow sleeps on the outside,
She is far away,
Her strength is fading fast,

She says its cold and im so tired,
She's all I ever had,
Now she might not come back,

She's got every single memory,
My mind is empty,
When she's not with me,

If she fades she takes me with her,
But Im not ready,
Don't take her away from me.

Am I worthy?
of you? your love?
of your heart? your kiss?
of your being? your ring?
of your family? loving you?
of being your wife? living with you?
I want to be worthy of spending my life with you.

- philoism

Me + You x You + I = Us

- philoism

Remember when I first said that I love you. You were speechless.

- philoism

In the dark marine sky, there is a shy moon. Like a bride she hides beneath her veil. Send my heart sweet bride, to the love of my life.
- philoism

Keep me as the apple of your eye, hide me in the shadow of your wings - Psalm 17:8

A painting of a young girl sleeping framed in silver,
While all her life is time,
Winter is fading dignity she draws the shade,
And lying to her grace,
Thinks she feels security,
Where nothing dies.

She speaks in soft filter smiles,
Tastes the rain of memories water can't heal her pain,
She stares into mirrors cracked and broken lines,
A little girl waves goodbye.

She's fading as her hour glass runs out,
So sorry for the pain,
Still waiting for a girl from the magazines,
A torn and yellowed page.

In her darkened room she cries,
For faces now shining halos,
Can't believe what time has done for her,
Can't stop thinking through the frame.

She's fading as her hour glass runs out,
Sorry for the pain,
While all her life is time,
Winter finds a place for her and draws the shade.

I can't remember much, but almost all of the nights when my angel appears to be with me in my dreams, I wake up thinking that no matter what happens, she is with me.

- philoism

Greg Laswell - My fight for you

Goodnight my love. Ill be waiting. Its chilly tonight, can't wait to warm my hands in yours. See you soon chocolate.

-philoism

I write a million words to you and trace the air with my kisses. I have you running through my veins. My sweetheart.

- philoism

St Philomena

Feast day: 11th August
Patron: Babies, Children, Youth

She spent 40 days suffering in her final 13 years of life in defense of her purity and faith. Some of the sufferings inflicted upon her include a physical scourging, an attempted drowning and an array of arrows launched upon her. Finally, she was decapitated. But she never wavered from faith. She is the patroness of the children of Mary and of the Living Rosary. Our Lady has said "To Philomena, nothing is refused"

How can I tell you that I love you,
I love you but I can't think of the right words to say,
I long to tell you that Im always thinking of you,
Im always thinking of you but my words just blow away,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
And I can't think of the right words to say,
Wherever I am girl Im always walking with you,
Im always walking with you but I look and you're not there,
Whoever Im with, Im always, always talking to you,
Im always talking to you and Im sad that you can't hear,
Sad that you can't hear
It always ends up to one thing honey,
When I look and you're not there,
I need to know you, need to feel my arms around you,
Feel my arms around you like a sea around a shore,
And each night I pray in hope,
That I might find you in hope that I might,
Find you because hearts can do no more,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
Still I kneel upon the floor,
How can I tell you that I love you, I love you,
But I can't find the right words to say,
I long to tell you that Im always thinking of you,
Im always thinking of you,
It always ends up to one thing honey,
And I can't think of the right words to say.

Should there be no light in this world and everything be plunged to darkness voices in my head scream out your name. Should there be one minute left of time on this earth, I would wish for you still. Should there be only a breath tonight before I surrender, I will not give up hope because you will be my strength. Should there be a chance for me to be born again, I ask that in my next life, I be made your soulmate and your wife. For as long as I am in the world, I want only to be yours.

- philoism

In our world we would be walking along the shores together

In our world you would hold my hand and tell me that you will take care of me

In our world you would look into my eyes and I will see right through to your soul

In our world we will be happily married and spend all of our days together

In our world you are mine. I am yours, in our world. We are one.

- philoism

You are the language, I am the meaning
You are beauty, I am modesty

Without you I am landless,
Without you I am skyless
You are the rivers, I am the ripples
You are the new eve, I am the first season

Without you I am landless,
Without you I am skyless,
Without you I am landless,
Without you

You are eulogy, I am grace
You are the palm, I am henna
Today we announced that we are one and will always stay one,
Even if there is a storm, we will never move from its path
We will colour this colourless world with love,
We will light up the lamp of faith, light will flow in every heart

You are the vision, I am the sight
You are the sea, I am the shore
You are the language, I am the meaning
You are beauty, I am modesty

I see you
I can't stop seeing your face
In every place
You're in my memories
You do it well, ignoring me
The woman I love left me with the light of her love
It illuminates her footsteps as she fades
She's an angel with wings
When the moon smiles down at me
It clothes me with her love
I will never stop loving you baby
Even if time stood still and the world turns to dust

I will love you.
Always.

- philoism

I met her when the sun was down
My heart was screaming at my bones
I need her closer
I pretend she is mine to keep
We both have had no sleep
You're close enough to lose
Close to the point that you know that your mind it cannot choose
Maybe I was stoned
I felt my feet lift off the ground
Close enough to lose your heart
I need you closer

Only I can write the story
Only you can draw the line
Only time can know the distance
Between your world and mine

If you gave me a million reasons
I could never tell you why
I can't say what I believe in
I just feel it inside

As the rain falls
I listen to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, I know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

All I have left is a picture
All that you left was your name
I burn a candle beside my window
That's reflected in the rain

When its hard to find your way home
Just keep this in mind
If you live inside the moment
You'll know that love's a light

As the rain falls I listen to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

I saw love's smiling face
On a raindrop resting in a solitude
Dancing through the amber sky
As the stars are falling down
They become so intertwined

I just wanna be
The girl that I once used to be
Loving life, flying free
But I need to find my way back home

Love is trapped inside her heart
Until the truth keeps pulling her upon the shore
Waves of love wont let her be
And fighting eyes like once a prize
It takes two to see

None of the colours could paint a picture of you
None of the words could describe what I feel for you
None of the emotions could express my love for you
None of the world could understand how much I miss you

- philoism

Does she love you?
I don't know, no. Yes. But it doesn't matter.
Oh its all that matters.

You know I want you to be happy. And more than anything, I want to be the cause of happiness in you.

Dont forget me. Because I wouldn't remember anything else but you.

Im a tiny dot in a corner. Nothing matters, everything hurts. I can't do anything right. I stare into space and my mind is blank. I can't remember anything except the fact that I can't remember anything. I can't cry anymore and I remain bitter and cold. I kill my emotions. Im locked up in this dark hole and drinking doesn't help, it just takes the pain away for a little while. Everytime I think of something that makes me happy, it doesn't make me happy anymore but a feeling of loss and emptiness. I don't desire to be in love anymore, the thought of it causes anxiety because all I know is that love causes tears in the end. And I am all out of tears. I am not worthy of anything or anyone.

When does this end?

- philoism

Your Aquarian has the tendency to become the archetypal "iceman" of the zodiac. Aquarian love can become icy, cold detachment and total isolation. With the "Iceman" forever escaping into the safety of her own high ivory tower. The detachment of your Aquarian lover then becomes a safe tower where no one can ever again touch or hurt the "iceman". Aquarians are more self sufficient than any other signs and don't mind being alone all day, although they enjoy company and like their friends to be intelligent. Love for an Aquarian is much more a state of mind than one of the heart. Often when they love someone when they realise they can trust and rely on them as a mate although they will find it difficult to express themselves. If your Aquarian is emotional, the home will be important and since they stress themselves to such extent they will become weak and may need lots of rest and loads of space. The best way to keep Aquarians relaxed is by making sure they have something to do. One thing you must know is that if an Aquarian decides to do something, nothing can come in her way. Sooner or later she will have what she desires. Your Aquarius is friendly and fascinating. She has in depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with her for hours without getting bored. Aquarians are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have a broad outlook on life and you can be relaxed in their presence. To keep an Aquarius lover interested, you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked, they will always be very faithful to you.

When all that you've tried
Leaves nothing but holes inside
It seems that you're wired
To stay here held in time
Cos nothing seems to change
No nothing gonna change at all
I can see it in your face
The hope has gone astray

But if you hold tight
Shadows will be lost in the light
Because sometimes
Fate and your dreams will collide
So don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me

Your feet are stuck no they can't move
Don't tell me that they're glued
Yeah they're far from
At home at ease but give sometime to breathe

When nothing seems to change
No nothings gonna change at all
I can see it in your face the hope has gone away

But everthing will be okay
I know that its easy to say
But the pain inside will fade
Please tell me that you'll stay

If we hold on tight
Shadows will be lost in light
Because sometimes fate and your dreams can collide
So don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me

When all that you've tried leaves nothing but holes inside

Always so different
You and I
Lets meet in the middle
Leave our worlds behind
And I have found the way my love
With you I walk beside
I was born in summer time
You upon the snow
Remember when I say

I love you this way

Can we see the distance
Be my lover for life
When nothing is missing
Can't get you out of my mind
And "she's the one" I heard you say
She's the one I know
The moon has grasped the distant sun
She's wanting all the glow
Remember when I say

I love you this way

Where the sea touches the sky. That's where Ill be. Till you come for me.

- philoism

My father's chantings in the mornings when I was a child still echo through my soul especially on auspicious days.

Om Tryambakam Yajamahe
Suganthim Pushtivardhanam
Urvarukamiva Bandhanan
Mrityor Mukshiya Maamritat

- For my Papa on Diwali.

Mabuhay my love. Both my feet sink inches into the ivory sands of time. I look up. Soft cotton candy puff clouds drift through a sea blue sky. A warm wind gently tousles my hair and draws a smile to my lips.

- philoism

Remember the first time when we woke up next to each other and how we thought that we could totally make it last forever.

- philoism

Remember the first time we kissed and how it sent our hearts in a frenzy. We just couldn't believe a kiss could taste so sweet.

- philoism

Remember the time when we sat facing each other. Suddenly food just became so much tastier.

- philoism

Remember when we first held hands. How my hand fit like a missing puzzle piece in yours.

- philoism

I choose to love you in silence. Because in silence I find no rejection. And in silence no one owns you but me.

Somethings wrong from the hilltop
I know you can't see
I look strong all together
Though inside Im weak

Still I bleed
Still I wait to heal
A wound for my crime
What I need
Are more bandages
They've torn all over me

You shelter from the rain
Turn around and walk away
Go now and don't look back
My life's come off its tracks
And you should be
Free of me

I could be who you wanted
Somewhere down the road
When Im whole
When the rains are done
When Ive reaped all that Ive sown
But here and now
On my hands and knees
I crawl through the mire
Your bed is soft and warm
Im weary and tired

Leave me alone
Ill find another home
Im on my knees
Crying out please
Go now and don't look back
My life's come off its tracks
And you should be
Free of me
Free of me

I hear the ticking of the clock
Im lying here the rooms pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
I hope it wont though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long Ive wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone

I'll seek you out,
Flay you alive,
One more word and you wont survive,
And Im not scared of your stolen power,
I see right through you any hour

I wont soothe your pain,
I wont ease your strain,
You'll be waiting in vain,
I got nothin for you to gain

Im taking it slow,
Feeding my flame,
Shuffling the cards of your game,
And just in time,
In the right place,
Suddenly I will play my ace

Eyes on fire,
Your spine is ablaze,
Steadily emerging with grace

- Blue Foundation: Eyes On Fire

I should have known it
I should have seen
Every promise and every word
What was I even thinking

I should have known it
You're going to let me down
What about our forever after
Saw it coming full speed ahead

I should have known it
Its hard to believe
That it was right there in front of me
And I was blinded completely

I should have known it
Nothing comes easy for me
With you I ignored every sign
Its the last time you're going to hurt me

I should have known it
Its over now

- philoism & the heartbreakers

There she is high upon the velvet blanket. Tonight she smiles upon our love. She descends low as a sign. A single star beaming by her side. Her lover, her shining wonder. She is witness to a love stronger than any love ever known. Our love.

- philoism

B.A.B.Y

I pity you. You just don't get it at all. There is not a thing that I don't cherish. Not a word from you that I don't read over and over. Not a day that I don't think of you. Not a night when I don't wish for you. I pity you. Because you just don't get it.

- philoism

Somewhere out there tonight, there is a woman I adore.

- philoism

Recipe for Angel

A box of custard buns
A pint chocolate milkshake
Glasses of coffee
Some cotton candy
Lots of kisses
Loads of hugs
Misses to taste

Directions:
Mix all ingredients together in a big smile.

Viola!

- philoism

When its black
Take a little time to hold yourself
Take a little time to feel around
Before its gone

You wont let go
But you still keep falling down
Remember how you saved me now
From all the wrongs

If there's love just feel it
If there's life we'll see it
This is no time to be alone
I wont let you go

Say those words
Say those words like there's nothing else
Close your eyes and you might believe
That there is some way out

Open up
Open up your heart to me now
Let it all come pouring out
There's nothing I can't take

If your sky is falling
Just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone
I wont let you go

And if you feel the fading light
And you're too weak to carry on the fight
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared
Ill be here not gone forever holding on

I wont let you go, I wont let, I wont let you go.

Forever. That's how long it will take for me to stop loving you.

- philoism

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
Make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true if loving we can share
With you Ill never wonder, will you be there for me
With you Ill never wonder, you're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found a love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will be together because our love is strong

I finally found a love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime
Love of a lifetime
I finally found a love
Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime.

I feel happy. Like there are feathers floating within me. That's the effect you have on me. The feather effect.

- philoism

At the heart of me there is you and the story of us.

- philoism

Faith. Is trust, hope and belief in the goodness, trustworthiness or reliability of a person, concept or entity. It can also refer to beliefs that are not based on proof.

Last night all the angels must have sent you the moon that glowed so brightly in the midnight sky.

- philoism

You must have been a beautiful baby - Bing Cosby

I could be anywhere. When Im with you I could be anywhere. I could be there, right by your side. I could be anywhere when Im with you. Im there.

- philoism

Im losing what I don't deserve.

Burning In The Skies - Linkin Park

How do you tell something that is there that itsnt there? How do you tell something you can feel that you can't feel? How can you tell something that you know that you don't know?

You can't undo love.
I love you.

- philoism

A tiresome, grueling, haunting, painful feeling of bitterness yet its the most wonderous, fantastic, delightful experience you will never regret or forget in your entire life. LOVE.

- philoism

I respect you. I love you. Even if you don't. I respect your love.

- philoism

Empty. If that describes what this is, then its not enough.
Pain. If that explains what this is, then its not enough.
Love. If that says what this is, then its not enough.

You.Me.Us.

- philoism

She wakes up from the depths of her slumber to a voice whispering in the dark. Her eyes search the black but she sees nothing. All around her there is void. Of air and of life. The only sound she hears is the faint beating from her chest. Its rhythm steady and familiar. She lets her lids slowly drown her vision. There in this space between time, she sees her. Her angel.

- philoism

A bloody palm full
Dripping wet scarlet
A tear falls
This torn broken mass
A heart that once was
Mine

- philoism

Made With Love

Was it a dream, or was it real
Did I touch you, did you exist
You exist in my dreams
In our world, you and me
We are real

- philoism

Funny how words of someone you love can make you smile like an idiot the whole day.

- philoism

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, its not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didnt think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn! Damn! Damn!
What Id do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What Id do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
Its who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is, that I really miss you

No I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go

Jessica Jarell - Key To My Heart

I was created especially for you. I was made especially for you. I was crafted especially for you. I was born especially for you.

- philoism

Sometimes look at yourself from my eyes to see what you are worthy of. I love you. More than you know.

- philoism

Can't you see that I have so many words to say
Can't you see that I don't have the courage to say it
Can't you see that I have so much love to give
Can't you see that I don't have the courage to show it

- philoism

Me minus you is a lonely ride

Waves of the ocean sing close to my heart. Reminding me of the hours you were in my embrace. I miss you.

- philoism

Maybe nothing is better than something. Sometimes something is better than nothing. Either ways you can't have everything.

- philoism

Time moves a summer wind
I can see your face again
Was it such a tragedy
Being you, being me

Smoke clears the picture fades
But I stay back in yesterday
All the strangers come and go
All of them will never know

Nobody's touch feels like your touch
Nobody gets to me that much
Nobody's kiss moves me inside
And I have no place left to hide

Tell me what can I do
I have a vision of you
Tell me what can I do
With this vision of you

Did I walk, did you run?
What's the way to love someone
Oh my darling did we know
What it meant when we let go?

How can a candle burn so bright
Casting a shadow on my life
I am blinded by your light
Even without you

Tell me what can I do
I have a vision of you
Tell me what can I do
With this vision of you

Sail away. Sail away with my heart. Alpha and Omega. The beginning and the end.

- philoism

You don't have to say a word
I can see it in your eyes
I know what you wanna say
Its so hard to say goodbye

I can hold back my tears
And try to be strong
While our love is falling apart
I know what I'll say
If you walk away
But what do I do
What do I do with my heart?

Im not gonna say a word
I know I can't change your mind
You know where you need to go
I know Ill be left behind

I wont hold you back
I wont stand in your way
If you need to make a new start
But I still wanna know
When my arms let you go
What do I do
What do I do with my heart?

Oh girl don't you remember
It was not so long ago
We were making plans for two
Just me and you
Now don't you tell me that you found somebody new
Somebody who could love you better
No one could ever love you
The way I do

Ill do anything
Yes I would
To save what we have
To keep you by my side
Ill love you till death do us part
But what do I do
What do I do
When Im still missing you?
What do I do
What do I do with my heart?

Tonight the band plays our song
You are not around
And I do what I do best
I miss you

- philoism

You look like the sun
I was the only one who could stare until you were done shining on me
And as we drank our wine we let the world fade away
The sunrise tried to end it while we tried to stay

The rest of my life can't compare to this night
And only the heartache have given me sight
They bring me to you

Moon pours through the ceiling tonight
Embraces us tight
Shows me we are right for each other
And as we lie here in our dreams
Let the world fade away
The sunrise tries to end it while we try to stay

Its all about the first night and last
Some people say
Well I love you so much more tonight
More than yesterday

The rest of my life can't compare to the night I saw you
And only the heartaches have given me sight
But they bring me you

Living in the shadow of your being
Breathing in the exhale of your soul
Dancing in the breeze of your sanctuary
Dreaming in the memory of your love

- philoism

Platform 1/7 - In the crowd I look for a familiar face
Platform 2/7 - I know the face Im looking for is not here
Platform 3/7 - I make a silent wish
Platform 4/7 - Tell myself that Im strong
Platform 5/7 - If im alive then there is hope
Platform 6/7 - Steps down unto the tracks
Platform 7/7 - Lift my eyes to the heavens

- philoism

When I close my eyes, I see your smile. Your smile makes all the sunflowers in this world bloom at once.

- philoism

You are the warmth of the golden morning ray caressing my cheek
You are the sound of the birds singing their love tune
You are the soft velvet from the inside of a scarlet rose
You are the voice of the shadow that follows me into the dark

- philoism

Let It Be Me - Ray Lamontagne

Somewhere out there, there is a heart yearning for mine. Somewhere out there there is a heart mine is yearning for.

- philoism

I couldn't help but notice you noticing me noticing you. You know, women find me uncomfortably good looking. But you seem remarkably at ease.

- Rango

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me in my mind
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walking away
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All by myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some lost love letters
Its gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But Ill never get over you by hiding this way
Ive never been the kind to let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control
But Im just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Rango: And if you desire romance, I will become the greatest lover the world has ever known!

Hideaway
Well they'll seat us in the sun
By the way
Know you've always been the one

You'll ask your reasons why
What once was yours is mine
My baby's gone

Ride away
Gonna take me from the one
By the way
No they'll never understand

	Karen O and the Kids - Hideaway .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

The moment I can't pretend
The sorries I should have said
The thought of you being in despair
Tears my heart up right away
I just wasn't prepared

Imperfection that's what I am
Confusion just to get sad
I guess I shouldn't pretend to love you anyway
I wont give up again

So tell me why oh why
Should there be a reason to love
Why oh why
I don't need another
I want nothing else but being with you
And with you I know why

The one thing Ill take with me
The eyes that smile so tenderly
Everytime I think about you
You make everything seem right
You make wishes come true

	Chantal Kreviazuk - What If It All Means Something .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same? Feel the same as me?
If I could be anyone for you believe me I would
I'm not ashamed not ashamed to be
Its hard for me to know sometimes I feel like letting go
But what if it all means something?
What if it all
What if it all means something?
What if it all
If I could go anywhere for you, believe me I would
I'd run away, I'd run away,
I'd leave
If I could fix everything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same, feel the same as me?
Its hard for me to know, well maybe I should just let go.
But what if it all means something?
What if it all
What if it all means something?
I wanna know
What if it all
Leave me alone
I'm falling
If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same? Feel the same as me?
Its hard for me to know well maybe I should just let go
But what if it all means something?
I wanna know
What if it all
What if it all means something?
I wanna know
What if it all
Yeah what if it all means something, something, something
I know it all means something.

I can feel it. I can feel you. You're thinking of me. I am thinking of you too. You don't have to tell me. Because I already know.

- philoism

Sorrow is my only friend and he's back again

- philoism

Love, thy will be done
I can no longer hide
I can no longer run
Thy will Love, be done

I don't know what it is that makes me love you so
I only know I never wanna let you go
Cause you started something can't you see
And ever since we met you had a hold on me
It happens to be true
I only wanna be with you

It doesn't matter where you go or what you do
I want to spend each moment of the day with you
Look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this
Its crazy but its true
I only wanna be with you

As simple as it sounds. Three words so simple yet so powerful. These three simple words that changes everything. I love you.

- philoism

	8MM - Never Enough .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Watching I keep waiting still anticipating love
Never hesitating to become the fated ones

I'll always be true.
I see no one else but you.

Aquarians are professionals at disguising pain but it eats away at their insides more than you can ever imagine

You will never truly know how much you love someone till the very thought of you hurting the one you love would break your own heart

Its always been that way, its either yes or no, black or white, right or wrong, nothing is uncertain. That's the law of nature. You can't have it all. You can't be happy and live like you'll never ever lose it. In one day, one minute, one second Ive lost it all. The one who loves entirely with every fiber of their soul ends up left behind, broken, torn, crushed. You can't have it all. Goodnight.

- philoism

Burn - Usher

Will you trace my footsteps when Im gone?
Will you look at the moon and send your love?
Will you save a space for me in your bed?
Will you eat from the same plate as I?
Will you imagine me under the shower with you?
Will you remember every kiss I planted?
Will you still hold me close to your beating heart even if we are apart?

- philoism

She doesn't need my touch
She doesn't need my laugh
She doesn't need my voice
She doesn't need me anymore

She doesn't need my love
She doesn't need my embrace
She doesn't need my glance
She doesn't need me anymore

She doesn't need my hands
She doesn't need my memories
She doesn't need my presence
She doesn't need me anymore

If it takes forever
I will wait for you
If it takes a thousand summers
I will wait for you
Till you're back beside me

A dew drop tear forms at the corner of my eyes
As I watch her try on a silken ivory dress
She looks beautiful like a fairytale
I wonder if I would look just as magical

My fingers run the lace and I think of my love
Carve a smile on my face as she turns to me
She asks me what I think
I wonder if I would look just as beautiful

She steps out in full view
The bride to be in all its glory
She looks at herself in the mirror and she is filled with love
I wonder if I would look just as fulfilled

-philoism

I need a lesson on love. Care to teach me?

- philoism

I was captured the moment we met,
Carried away with every word you said,
Its a mystery how you got me,
I fell in the spell of your charms,
With your sirens smile you caught me off guard

Just one glance took away my breath,
Then you drew me in with your tenderness,
You captivate my soul, Im enraptured,
You knocked me out and you locked me up,
Stole my heart like a thief at love,
Keep me here in your happy ever after,
Im captured

By the way just in case you care,
Im here to stay with you Im not going anywhere,
I took a dive in your deep dark eyes,
And im never coming up for air,
I lost myself in this bond that we share

Im captured.

Thinking about the way she loves me,
There is a hole in my pocket that's about her size,
But I think everything is gonna be alright,
Yes I hope everything is gonna be alright

But I look at her warm in her dream,
And I think to myself its a beautiful night,
And I know everything is gonna be alright,
Yes I know it will be alright

All I want is to be with you. With you I could be who I am. With you I am me. You bring out the woman in me. A woman in love. With you.

- philoism

All I wanna do

Without you..Ill die.
Ill die..without you.

- philoism

I promise. There is no other way. You are under my skin and in my blood. Without you, I am better off dead.

- philoism

Sending my love to her,
Sending her my love.

-philoism

All I need is one moment with you. To look into your eyes and capture your smile.

- philoism

It often doesn't matter how it starts
The best things can happen with the chance of touch
I'm not ashamed to say I would be more than okay
If by some chance you just ask me to say

Do I see a twinkle of hope that's in your eyes
When you smile it feels so right its no surprise
Its only you and I under the stars of tonight
Do we dare we take it tonight to where it feels right

How do I see
What's right for me
Do I deny what's inside

If I had wings I would fly
Lifting my soul to the skies
If I had nine lives to live
Wish I had you to be with
If I could make dreams come true
Of all the things I would do
I know that I would be wishing for you

Don't get me wrong
I don't live a life a dreams
But sometimes its easier for me
Why does it feels so right
Believing it day and night
Wishing that someday you would be with me

Someone like you..
Makes it all worthwhile..
Someone exactly like you..

I love you. Everyday.

Dont know much about your life. Dont know much about your world but...

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

There is a gentle breeze sweeping grace
Strands of my hair sweep across my face
People looking ahead as they walk blindly
I make my way ahead clutching myself tightly

A band sings their heart out in my ear
Cant make sense of it because my mind isnt here
It doesnt matter, all of this
Ive made it clear to Him, I am at peace

Im not going to hurt anymore by the words you say
What I have has already gone away
I just want to love you, thats all I know how to do
And no one can take that away from me, not even you

- philoism

Tonight as the night blankets the sky and sprinkles stardust across the horizon, I search a bright clear moon to send my message to you. In the stillness I whisper goodnight my love into the darkness in hope that when I wait for you in my dreams tonight, you would meet me there. In a dream where there is just your spirit and mine, our souls entwine. In a dimension beyond this earth, you and I were meant to be.

- philoism

.broken.

The Script - Nothing - Official Video found on Pop

Sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes it hurts instead

I always dreamed that my life could be like a fairytale. A perfect fantasy.

Nothing you say can change the way I feel about you. My body, mind and soul is devoted to you. You stole my heart and ever since I have nothing else but emptiness. Nothing in this world can fill that void. Being intoxicated all day makes me see you. You who materialize from my broken heart. I love you. Forever.

Stood up with a headache..
Sat me down in the shower closing my eyes..
Imagined you behind me holding me close to your beating heart..
You tell me it will be alright..
You whisper I love you baby..
My heart bursts with love for you..
Then you vanish..
I need you..

- philoism

Its not even late but
There is nothing to lose
When all you have is gone away
Nothing to gain
So down with it I say
People think that you can forget
When the bottle is done
The mask is only temporary
When you wake up so does the pain
Doesnt make a difference anyway
Theres nothing to lose when all you have has gone away.

- philoism

I lie in my bed,
Images of you run in my head.
I lie in my bed,
Replaying all the words you said.

Tears rush down my cheeks,
Memories of you make me weak.
Tears rush down my cheeks,
Everything seems dull and bleak.

I can't help but to weep,
Therefore I cry myself asleep.
I cant help but to weep,
This pain is just too deep.

And when I awake,
I feel my heart break.
And when I awake,
I beg the Lord my soul to take.

Still under the cover,
Knowing me and you are over.
Still under the cover,
Wondering why the hell am I still sober.

Holding back my tears,
Wishing you were here.
Holding back my tears,
Wishing you were right here.

I thought you were the one for me,
But I guess it wasn't meant to be.
I thought you were the one for me,
Never changed my mind about who we could be.

Getting ready for the pain to start,
Smiling to cover my broken heart.
Getting ready for the pain to start,
I smile though the cracks in my heart.

Crying inside all day,
Wondering why you did me this way.
Crying silently all day,
Wondering if you would ever come my way.

Took a deep breath and held it for as long as I could
Is this how it feels to lose my breath for you?
Shut my eyes and you are there in front of me
Is this how it feels like to see you stand right there?

Opened the palm of my hand and felt its emptiness
Is this how it feels like to want your fingers clutching mine?
Wished that my heart would stop beating
Is this how is feels like to love you eternally?

Felt the tears well up and filled my eyes
Is this how it feels like pouring my love for you?
Embraced the wetness of each teardrop tracing my cheeks
Is this how it feels like to want your kiss?

I l o v e y o u a l w a y s

Im not sorry to have met the one I was made for. I am not sorry to have loved you with all of my being. Im not sorry that I still love you right this very second. Im not sorry that I will keep on loving you forever. Im not sorry that everything around me reminds me of you. Im not sorry from the moment I gave you my heart. Im not sorry for the days we spent together, side by side, just you and I. Im not sorry.

like waves to the shore
part of the ocean
the stars high above
part of the sky

now i drift to you
i dream of a river
a water so blue
wish i could live there

wish you were here..

like the air that i breathe

u'll always be there
the wings that i need
when i wanna fly

now i drift to you
i dream of a river
a water so blue
wish i could live there

wish you were here..

I give my love to you. Its yours. If only you will receive it. I give my heart to you. Its yours. If only you will receive it - philoism

Without you
I breathe without living
I eat without tasting
I look without seeing
I hear without listening
I love without knowing
I sleep without dreaming
I talk without thinking
I walk without moving
I cry without caring

- philoism

You will never be alone. I am right beside you in the sea of flames - philoism

They say the day will come but no one knows when. The day when there will be no moon, no sun, no stars and it will all be black. It will all just go back to the way it was before. For me that day is today.

True love never has a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is the most painful way of saying I love you

There is no love without truth and there is no truth without love - philoism

Of all the times you thought you had lost me, the truth is I had lost you - philoism

All I know is that I love you
All I know is that you are all that I think of
All I know is that I can't stop thinking about you
All I know is that you are made for me
All I know is that I could not imagine any other in your place
All I know is that you are the one ive been waiting for
All I know is that I was made for you - philoism

We've had our share of happy times, we've had our share of sad times, we've shared the good, the bad and the ugly baby. But I wouldn't trade anything for the moments that we've shared. I love you sweetheart..

For my father
Who was never thrilled that he had two daughters instead of sons
We both turned out to be wonderful women
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who never congratulated us when we did well in school
We both went through college and did pretty well
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who never protected us from being heartbroken
We know that we have each others shoulder to cry on
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who doesn't care if we are alive or dead
We are both very much alive and we are still learning how to forgive
Thanks to Mum

Happy Fathers Day

Your beloved daughters - Primila & Sumita GK

And if I go,
While you're still here,
Know that I live on,
Vibrating to a different measure,
Behind a thin veil you cannot see through.

You will not see me,
So you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
Both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
I will be there.

Ascension - Colleen Corah Hitchcock

its nothing to you..and if you hate me..just hate me so good that you can let me out..

again. and again. and again.
today the same as it was yesterday.

- philoism

Jill Barber - Never Quit Loving You by JillBarber

Im here in purgatory. Feels like hell. Waiting to be with you in heaven - philoism

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear and there is no one there
To dry your tears I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

I don't want to be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

Cause maybe in the future you're gonna come back
You're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you're gonna come back
You're gonna come back

Oh the only way to really know is to really let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I wanna hold
Then I know Ive got to let them go

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But Im going to wash away, oh Im going to wash away
Everything till you come home to me

Don't you know how much you mean to me?
Don't you know my love is only for you?
Don't you know the memory of you is all Im living for?
Don't you know my hands are only perfect for you?
Don't you know I whisper into the wind that I miss you everyday?
Don't you know that I would never break my promise to you?
Don't you know that you are the one I long to hold in my arms again?
Don't you know that without you I would never survive?

- philoism

If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me,
No baby please don't go,
And if you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me,
No baby please don't go,
Girl I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that's hard to find,
How could we let it slip away,
We've come too far to leave it all behind,
How could we end it all this way,
When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret the things we said today

My heart beats fast when I hear from you!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My words are lost when I look into your eyes!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My hand shivers in excitement when you put you hand in mine!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My tummy is filled with butterflies when I am by your side!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My soul is filled with sorrow when you are away from me!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

- philoism

You're the one I hold within my heart
You're the only one I dream of within my slumber
You're the one I love within my soul - philoism

Crying makes me feel better. I know that's a stupid thing to say - philoism

Ive always thought I don't deserve love, in a way that ive always dreamed of. Why does this happen to me I question the world. Maybe Im too demanding. Maybe I want what's impossible. Somehow I just floated around aimlessly and thinking this is the way life is supposed to be. And then there was you. I never imagined my dreams were slowly taking shape, forming and coming to life right before my eyes. I have fear in me that I might loose it all one day and be left in the nothingness of it all. You made me realise that I am worthy of a life beyond what I have and that you would be the one to make it a reality. You make me feel like I deserve love just as I deserve to live and breathe. You teach me that I am not just a speck in the wind and I actually mean the world to someone as special as you. You are to me, my living dream come true - philoism

Of all the things done in my life
Loving you is one that is pure
Of all the words that have been said
My promise is one that is true

Of all the time that has been gone
Being with you is one that is bliss
Of all the songs that has been sung
Songs I sung for you is one that remain on my lips

Of all the things that have been done
You are one that never went wrong
Of all the tears that have been shed
The ones for you are the most

Never once crossed my mind
That it would have been someone else this time
She must be the kind
Who is with you all the time

You wish that we would never meet
Though it breaks my heart
All I can do is weep
I will keep my word and stay apart

I will wait until the day
When you would find me and say
I love you in every way
Be mine today

I did not know that you are so comforting. Out there when the world is closing in and there seems to be no one else to turn to. And there is nothing anyone can do to fix it, you are there. Your heart is a priceless gem. The way you feel for me and show me how you care amazes me. At times I am selfish and think that this is my problem and never attempted to share it with you because I never want to burden anyone with my issues, especially you. I am sorry that I never gave you a chance to listen, to care, to pray for me. I realized today how much you want to know about me, my life and everything I am facing and show how much it means to you for me to just talk to you. You took your time and listened. You tell me that it will be alright even if we both don't know that. But its alright, because all I needed was for someone to support me not only physically but also emotionally. You are my pillar of strength. I love you.

I love how I feel when you tell me you love me
I love how my heart skips a beat when you call
I love the way you think about me all the time
I love how you ask me for kisses
I love how I think of you before I sleep
I love the fact that if I died tonight I would be happy to have met you

- philoism

Hope without belief is love without trust
I hope, believe, love and trust in you - philoism

The sailboats to the ocean is its life
Petals to a rose are its beauty
A tear to a woman is her heart
Love to a vagabond is home - philoism

Trains pass me by
I stand and stare ahead
My gaze meets nothing
I am here

In this place
In this time
In the stillness of the moment
I close my eyes

You are here
Right here in front of me
Your lips smile
My heart trembles

I reach out to touch you
You fade away
I open my eyes
Trains pass me by

- philoism

Im thinking about you tonight as I always do
Just wish that you knew,
I miss you dearly I do, I do
I just never stopped loving you

- philoism

NEW FOUND LAND - Rooftops from TV Noir on Vimeo.

Even if you reject me, I will open my arms to you when you come to me

Even if you detest me, I will hold you close to my beating heart

Even if you stop loving me, I will love you unconditionally

- philoism

With this ring, I leave you a piece of me

With these tears, I leave you a memory of me - philoism

If you would only see the good in my lovers heart
And forget all that is bitter and sharp
If you would only see the love in my lovers eyes
And know that its true and there are no lies
If you would only know what my lovers thoughts would be
And know that her memories are filled with me
If you would only wonder to whom my love is to
And know that she is no other than you - philoism

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Say you love me...you know I do.

Love me, that's all I ask of you.

Anywhere you go let me go too

Love me...
that's all I ask of you.

On this day, I take thee as my equal half, my confidante, my best friend and my soulmate. I join unto you with a willing heart and even if death do us part I am part of you, living in you. Heaven as my witness, on this day I surrender to you my heart, and will forever cherish and love you all the days of my life - philoism

3 things that don't lie: how you feel for a person, how that person makes you feel and how much you love that person.

So easy to forget our love, the little things we do.
Like callin' for no reason, just to say the words, "Baby, I love you."
I know lately I've been busy, but a second doesn't go by without you crossin' my mind.
It's been so long since we had time, let's take a day and make everything alright.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
So let's runaway.
Let's runaway, just for the day.
Runaway
Runaway

Girl, you've been so patient, spendin' nights alone and not complainin'
But i'll make it up to you and I promise today I won't keep you waitin'.
Please give me this one chance to remind you of everything we have.
I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that.
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again.

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day.

So let's runaway for the day,
And I'll give everything in this moment.
And I promise to make everyday just like the day

Let's runaway to the place where love first found us .
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
So let's runaway.

I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won’t let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won’t let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I don’t care who was there before.

I hear your heart cry for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

This ain’t the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don’t you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I’d make a permanent reservation.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
Open up make a brand new start,
I don’t care who’s stayed before.

When I, talk to you, on the phone,
Listen close.

I hear your heart cry for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart

spending all my time lovin' you
all my time lovin' you
need a few more seconds in my day
spending all my time lovin' you
All my time lovin' you
every minutes runnin' away
from when i wake up
to when i lay down
all i got is you baby on my brain
spending all my time lovin' you
all my time lovin' you
25 hours in my day

the clock ain't long enough
on the wall
so i spend another minute with you
i'm not strong enough
that's why i fall
everytime that i'm lookin' at you
you got my attention
i forgot to mention
you're the most beautiful girl i know
and i got no place to go

i got everything; i got nothing
if they take you away from me
i'm your medicine
make you better when
all your hopes start runnin' away
baby this is your song
no it's not the slow song
say anything just to make you smile
baby won't you stay awhile?

I will wear a red ribbon in my hair to remember my love to you
I will tie a yellow ribbon around my wrist to remember the smile you bring to me
I will twirl a purple ribbon around my neck to remember the scent of you
I will don a white ribbon on my waist to remember the heart you gave to me

- philoism

Close the door behind you as you go
Dim the midnight burning lamp low
Blow out the crimson candle flame
Complete this painful game

Conquer the queen of hearts
Tear down the wall of cards
End this bloody desert war
Wash away tears and ashes at shore

Empty my soul into the barren lanes
Exhale the scent of poppies
Sigh into the midnight dream
Release dandelions into the wind

Draw close the heavy dark clouds
Bowing heads end the show
Pour honey and wine down the drain
Forget to remember my name

- philoism

I still remember all the words you said
I remember every whisper
I cant erase you
I dont want to
I miss you

- philoism

The tinkle on my ankles are the same as it was when it was wrapped around yours.
The moist in my hair the same as it was the night I surrendered my heart.
The fingers on my hand are missing yours just as it is when I was torn away from you.
The beat in my heart is the same as it is every night when I wait to see you in my dreams.
Even as I wait in vain for you who may not come, I will wait.

- philoism

Love happens when you least expect it, but don't confuse it with lust. Lust can happen just about anytime - philoism

Go she says, go on and move on,
But where do I go, where do I begin.


- philoism

Love without you is like standing in an empty classroom - philoism

Somewhere, she knows that you will find her
Til every single teardrop becomes a desert rose
Love her, and hold your hand above her,
Until the crossroads meet you - a legend that will come true
No longer will you call her a desert rose

I know the feeling of loss
When you lose the one you really want
I've lost you too many times
I realise that it will stay to haunt

All of it does not matter to the night
The stars still descend into the sky
Even if this love is wrong or right
The moon will still hang high

No matter where the tides rush in
My love will always remain
I know the distance it takes now
I will be home in your arms somehow

- philoism

If I'm just a girl, would you love me
Just one against the world, would you love me
If I can't be like everybody else, so I walk away
From a dream I never even wanted for myself
Would you love me anyway

If I'm not strong enough, would you love me
If I need you too much, would you love me
If I run to you when I wanna cry, when I'm gonna break
And you can't understand why, would you love me anyway
Would you love me anyway

Baby I need to hear you say, that you know me
You really know me and you love me anyway

If I want to fly, would you love me
Hold me while I try, because you love me
If I wish to live among the stars
Where I can touch God's face
Would you let me go that far, and love me anyway
Would you love me anyway

Will you love me anyway
Baby I need to hear you say, that you know me
you really know me and you love me anyway
Anyway
Anyway
Baby I need to hear you say that you love me anyway

Amongst a million droplets of rain, are a million more tears from my eyes - philoism

Before I fall asleep at night, I close my eyes and wrap myself around you. I can feel your breath on my neck. In my mind, its real. You are real. Just writing about it makes me stare at this page for minutes at a time like Im in a trance. Today I sat alone for hours and wrote hundreds of words to you. I looked up and saw people staring. They're always staring, trying to read my thoughts. I don't let them. I will never let them get to you, don't worry. I will never let them touch you. I will never sell you out. Tonight I will be with you, entwined. Your smile will light a thousand sails on fire. In my thoughts I am invincible. When our souls touch, we are all things. Sometimes I feel like glass. If I breathe too hard, I will implode. Sometimes I feel frozen like a piece of iron. Like a factory that's been shut down. Right now Im frozen. My thoughts are frozen fingers, like a spider made of ice. In your eyes I see a flame. It draws me to you. You are everything to me. I sing songs to you. I live like everyone is a stranger. They freeze me out, they empty me. I feel like an old warehouse. Do you want me? Tonight you and I walk together in the fall air. Street lamps throw down shadowed light. The leaves under our feet. Imagine that, for once we are alone. I can close my eyes and see it. Tonight my heart incinerates my soul. What else is there? Nothing. Nothing for me, at least.

sometimes i wish you would know the way i feel for you
sometimes i wish you would see the love i have for you
sometimes i wish you would feel the embrace im saving for you
sometimes i wish you would understand the words i love you

sometimes i wish you knew how sweet your heart is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how wonderful your love is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how loving your arms are to me
sometimes i wish you knew how beautiful your words are to me

- philoism

percayalah engkau kepadaku
cintaku hanya untuk dirimu
sampai mati ku takkan selingkuh
cuma kamu pelengkap hidupku..cuma kamu cintaku

cintaku setinggi himalaya
dan seluas isi jagad raya
tatap matamu bagai cahaya
jadikan aku sandaran jiwa

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri
dalam kehampaan hati cinta aku gila

oh mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu..tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi..pergi dariku
cinta aku gila, cinta aku gila

I never thought I'd fall so far down
This incredibly long dark hole
Something so sweet as the sound of your feet
On the floor would give me more room to breath

I'll say goodbye again tonight
The third time's the charmer they say
Your words are inked on my skin
The marks of incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love

Everything says it's time to go
But the smell of your skin makes me stay
You are not mine to ask things of
But I ask you anyway, but I ask you anyway

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love

You take it away but then you give it right back
Just take it away don't give it back

Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love

You throw it all away
Those ties you went and suffered for
You cause disaster
And flounder flounder flounder flounder

You're less than you should be
What runs so hard to finish I
You cause contentment
And I wonder wonder wonder wonder

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love love
Why squander squander squander squander

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love

When your soul meets its mate, your soul will keep wanting to meet its mate again and again and again - philoism

Love me today like I would only exist as a dream tomorrow - philoism

If you see a face like mine then,
Will you be reminded of angels again?

If you hear a voice like mine then,
Will you yearn for sweet whispers again?

If you find words like mine then,
Will you write beautiful poems again?

If you think of a memory like mine then,
Will you feel a tug in your heart again?

If you listen to a song like mine then,
Will you believe in that melody again?

If you found a heart like mine then,
Will you trust in love again?


philosism

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Finally your time has come
Now's my chance to turn and run
Like I always do

Build a story in my head
It was love before we met
Happy, with my idea with you

Stay where you are
Please don't break my heart

Love you in my daydream
Don't open your mouth, open your mouth
Everything I'll ever need
Spoil it now, spoil it now
You stood up and I fell down

Watching me, watching you
I know what you wanna do
But I'm afraid of my wish coming true

So I paint a picture in my mind, that
I go back to older times
It's better than being with you

Stay where you are
Please don't break my heart

I don't know how to come down
I was lost and now I am found
You stood up and I fell down

Love you in my daydream

Would you believe me if I told you that your love is second to none
Would you believe me when I say that I think of you when youre gone
Would you believe me if I told you that I never felt this way with anyone
Would you believe me if I said that you are the one - philoism

The best time I ever had
When you were mine so do myself to keepin' me
Never let you go, but trains and boats and airplanes
Took me away from you

Away from all the love we had
From all the things we shared
And tell me, what can I do?
You're always on my mind

If I could sing my song to you
I'd tell you, how my heart is broken too
From any corner of the world, I let you know
I'll always be your girl
I'm still in love with you

Lonely days and lonely nights
Since you've been gone I miss your touch
I miss your smile always by my side
I think about the times we had
And now I'm wonder why oh why

You had to steal my heart
When we were world apart
So tell me, baby what should I do?
You're always on my mind

If I could sing my song to you
I'd tell you how my heart is broken too
From any corner of the world, I let you know
I'll always be your girl
I'm still in love with you

I'm still in love with you

If I could sing my song to you, oh baby
You know my heart is true, you're always on my mind

Still in love
I'm still in love with you

Like the night that steals the day
Like the seasons that go astray
Like the love that came my way
Like the heart that slips away - philoism

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I.

No matter where we go,
No matter what we do,
You and I both know,
You were meant for me,
And I was meant for you - philoism

All my life ive been dreaming of someone like you,
Never knew that you were waiting for someone like me,
I knew we were always meant to be,
When she said "I wanna marry you" - philoism

And when this life is through,
Before the world fades away,
I will remember the day,
The day that I fell for you - philoism

Beneath these broken wings,
Underneath these torn up pieces,
All I wanna do, all I wanna do,
Is just be with you - philoism

You wake me up every morning with a thought of you kissing my cheek,
Through my day you are with me in spirit carrying me on your feet,
How i wish that i could tell the world and they would see,
That's the way how my lover loves me - philoism

Love is an empty word when you don't feel but becomes insufficient when you do - philoism

Girl
I'm so lonely
And I hate each day that you're not by my side
You
You've been the one to show me
There is no easy way to find the truth inside
And I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're doing
It's not easy for my heart to take this pain
When I'm lost without you

I'm lonely
Girl we should never be apart
I'm lonely
I can't stop missing you
I'm lonely
Time has just tearing me apart
Till the sun will rise in the sky for me and you

Girl
Are you lonely?
Do you feel the same way deep inside your soul?
You
You were my one and only
You're my guardian light,
My candle in the cold
Like the deserts need the rain,
I need you by my side
Come and take away my pain
Cause I loved you all of my life

I'm lonely
Girl we should never be apart
I'm lonely
I can't stop missing you
I'm lonely
Time has just tearing me apart
Till the sun will rise in the sky for me and you

Cause I'm lonely without you
I'm so lonely without you

I miss missing you. I miss loving you. I miss thinking of you. I miss wishing you were with me. I miss every minute of my life with you - philoism