Before I fall asleep at night, I close my eyes and wrap myself around you. I can feel your breath on my neck. In my mind, its real. You are real. Just writing about it makes me stare at this page for minutes at a time like Im in a trance. Today I sat alone for hours and wrote hundreds of words to you. I looked up and saw people staring. They're always staring, trying to read my thoughts. I don't let them. I will never let them get to you, don't worry. I will never let them touch you. I will never sell you out. Tonight I will be with you, entwined. Your smile will light a thousand sails on fire. In my thoughts I am invincible. When our souls touch, we are all things. Sometimes I feel like glass. If I breathe too hard, I will implode. Sometimes I feel frozen like a piece of iron. Like a factory that's been shut down. Right now Im frozen. My thoughts are frozen fingers, like a spider made of ice. In your eyes I see a flame. It draws me to you. You are everything to me. I sing songs to you. I live like everyone is a stranger. They freeze me out, they empty me. I feel like an old warehouse. Do you want me? Tonight you and I walk together in the fall air. Street lamps throw down shadowed light. The leaves under our feet. Imagine that, for once we are alone. I can close my eyes and see it. Tonight my heart incinerates my soul. What else is there? Nothing. Nothing for me, at least.

sometimes i wish you would know the way i feel for you
sometimes i wish you would see the love i have for you
sometimes i wish you would feel the embrace im saving for you
sometimes i wish you would understand the words i love you

sometimes i wish you knew how sweet your heart is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how wonderful your love is to me
sometimes i wish you knew how loving your arms are to me
sometimes i wish you knew how beautiful your words are to me

- philoism

percayalah engkau kepadaku
cintaku hanya untuk dirimu
sampai mati ku takkan selingkuh
cuma kamu pelengkap hidupku..cuma kamu cintaku

cintaku setinggi himalaya
dan seluas isi jagad raya
tatap matamu bagai cahaya
jadikan aku sandaran jiwa

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri
dalam kehampaan hati cinta aku gila

oh mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu..tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri..sendiri

mati aku..mati aku..bila tak ada kamu
inginku selalu bersamu
dan mati aku..mati aku..bila engkau pergi..pergi dariku
cinta aku gila, cinta aku gila

I never thought I'd fall so far down
This incredibly long dark hole
Something so sweet as the sound of your feet
On the floor would give me more room to breath

I'll say goodbye again tonight
The third time's the charmer they say
Your words are inked on my skin
The marks of incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love

Everything says it's time to go
But the smell of your skin makes me stay
You are not mine to ask things of
But I ask you anyway, but I ask you anyway

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love

You take it away but then you give it right back
Just take it away don't give it back

Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love

You throw it all away
Those ties you went and suffered for
You cause disaster
And flounder flounder flounder flounder

You're less than you should be
What runs so hard to finish I
You cause contentment
And I wonder wonder wonder wonder

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love love
Why squander squander squander squander

Why take everything you see?
You'll have nothing left to squander
If you keep pushing me away
You'll have no one left to love