Saturday, July 30, 2011

As simple as it sounds. Three words so simple yet so powerful. These three simple words that changes everything. I love you.

- philoism

Friday, July 29, 2011

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Watching I keep waiting still anticipating love
Never hesitating to become the fated ones



I'll always be true.
I see no one else but you.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Aquarians are professionals at disguising pain but it eats away at their insides more than you can ever imagine
You will never truly know how much you love someone till the very thought of you hurting the one you love would break your own heart

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Its always been that way, its either yes or no, black or white, right or wrong, nothing is uncertain. That's the law of nature. You can't have it all. You can't be happy and live like you'll never ever lose it. In one day, one minute, one second Ive lost it all. The one who loves entirely with every fiber of their soul ends up left behind, broken, torn, crushed. You can't have it all. Goodnight.

- philoism
Burn - Usher

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Will you trace my footsteps when Im gone?
Will you look at the moon and send your love?
Will you save a space for me in your bed?
Will you eat from the same plate as I?
Will you imagine me under the shower with you?
Will you remember every kiss I planted?
Will you still hold me close to your beating heart even if we are apart?

- philoism

Monday, July 18, 2011

She doesn't need my touch
She doesn't need my laugh
She doesn't need my voice
She doesn't need me anymore

She doesn't need my love
She doesn't need my embrace
She doesn't need my glance
She doesn't need me anymore

She doesn't need my hands
She doesn't need my memories
She doesn't need my presence
She doesn't need me anymore
If it takes forever
I will wait for you
If it takes a thousand summers
I will wait for you
Till you're back beside me
A dew drop tear forms at the corner of my eyes
As I watch her try on a silken ivory dress
She looks beautiful like a fairytale
I wonder if I would look just as magical

My fingers run the lace and I think of my love
Carve a smile on my face as she turns to me
She asks me what I think
I wonder if I would look just as beautiful

She steps out in full view
The bride to be in all its glory
She looks at herself in the mirror and she is filled with love
I wonder if I would look just as fulfilled

-philoism

Saturday, July 16, 2011

I need a lesson on love. Care to teach me?

- philoism

Monday, July 11, 2011

I was captured the moment we met,
Carried away with every word you said,
Its a mystery how you got me,
I fell in the spell of your charms,
With your sirens smile you caught me off guard

Just one glance took away my breath,
Then you drew me in with your tenderness,
You captivate my soul, Im enraptured,
You knocked me out and you locked me up,
Stole my heart like a thief at love,
Keep me here in your happy ever after,
Im captured

By the way just in case you care,
Im here to stay with you Im not going anywhere,
I took a dive in your deep dark eyes,
And im never coming up for air,
I lost myself in this bond that we share

Im captured.
Thinking about the way she loves me,
There is a hole in my pocket that's about her size,
But I think everything is gonna be alright,
Yes I hope everything is gonna be alright

But I look at her warm in her dream,
And I think to myself its a beautiful night,
And I know everything is gonna be alright,
Yes I know it will be alright

Thursday, July 7, 2011

All I want is to be with you. With you I could be who I am. With you I am me. You bring out the woman in me. A woman in love. With you.

- philoism

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

I promise. There is no other way. You are under my skin and in my blood. Without you, I am better off dead.

- philoism
Sending my love to her,
Sending her my love.

-philoism
All I need is one moment with you. To look into your eyes and capture your smile.

- philoism


It often doesn't matter how it starts
The best things can happen with the chance of touch
I'm not ashamed to say I would be more than okay
If by some chance you just ask me to say

Do I see a twinkle of hope that's in your eyes
When you smile it feels so right its no surprise
Its only you and I under the stars of tonight
Do we dare we take it tonight to where it feels right

How do I see
What's right for me
Do I deny what's inside

If I had wings I would fly
Lifting my soul to the skies
If I had nine lives to live
Wish I had you to be with
If I could make dreams come true
Of all the things I would do
I know that I would be wishing for you

Don't get me wrong
I don't live a life a dreams
But sometimes its easier for me
Why does it feels so right
Believing it day and night
Wishing that someday you would be with me

Monday, July 4, 2011



Someone like you..
Makes it all worthwhile..
Someone exactly like you..

I love you. Everyday.
Dont know much about your life. Dont know much about your world but...


I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.
There is a gentle breeze sweeping grace
Strands of my hair sweep across my face
People looking ahead as they walk blindly
I make my way ahead clutching myself tightly

A band sings their heart out in my ear
Cant make sense of it because my mind isnt here
It doesnt matter, all of this
Ive made it clear to Him, I am at peace

Im not going to hurt anymore by the words you say
What I have has already gone away
I just want to love you, thats all I know how to do
And no one can take that away from me, not even you

- philoism
Tonight as the night blankets the sky and sprinkles stardust across the horizon, I search a bright clear moon to send my message to you. In the stillness I whisper goodnight my love into the darkness in hope that when I wait for you in my dreams tonight, you would meet me there. In a dream where there is just your spirit and mine, our souls entwine. In a dimension beyond this earth, you and I were meant to be.

- philoism

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Nothing you say can change the way I feel about you. My body, mind and soul is devoted to you. You stole my heart and ever since I have nothing else but emptiness. Nothing in this world can fill that void. Being intoxicated all day makes me see you. You who materialize from my broken heart. I love you. Forever.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Stood up with a headache..
Sat me down in the shower closing my eyes..
Imagined you behind me holding me close to your beating heart..
You tell me it will be alright..
You whisper I love you baby..
My heart bursts with love for you..
Then you vanish..
I need you..

- philoism
Its not even late but
There is nothing to lose
When all you have is gone away
Nothing to gain
So down with it I say
People think that you can forget
When the bottle is done
The mask is only temporary
When you wake up so does the pain
Doesnt make a difference anyway
Theres nothing to lose when all you have has gone away.

- philoism
I lie in my bed,
Images of you run in my head.
I lie in my bed,
Replaying all the words you said.

Tears rush down my cheeks,
Memories of you make me weak.
Tears rush down my cheeks,
Everything seems dull and bleak.

I can't help but to weep,
Therefore I cry myself asleep.
I cant help but to weep,
This pain is just too deep.

And when I awake,
I feel my heart break.
And when I awake,
I beg the Lord my soul to take.

Still under the cover,
Knowing me and you are over.
Still under the cover,
Wondering why the hell am I still sober.

Holding back my tears,
Wishing you were here.
Holding back my tears,
Wishing you were right here.

I thought you were the one for me,
But I guess it wasn't meant to be.
I thought you were the one for me,
Never changed my mind about who we could be.

Getting ready for the pain to start,
Smiling to cover my broken heart.
Getting ready for the pain to start,
I smile though the cracks in my heart.

Crying inside all day,
Wondering why you did me this way.
Crying silently all day,
Wondering if you would ever come my way.


Took a deep breath and held it for as long as I could
Is this how it feels to lose my breath for you?
Shut my eyes and you are there in front of me
Is this how it feels like to see you stand right there?

Opened the palm of my hand and felt its emptiness
Is this how it feels like to want your fingers clutching mine?
Wished that my heart would stop beating
Is this how is feels like to love you eternally?

Felt the tears well up and filled my eyes
Is this how it feels like pouring my love for you?
Embraced the wetness of each teardrop tracing my cheeks
Is this how it feels like to want your kiss?

I l o v e y o u a l w a y s


Im not sorry to have met the one I was made for. I am not sorry to have loved you with all of my being. Im not sorry that I still love you right this very second. Im not sorry that I will keep on loving you forever. Im not sorry that everything around me reminds me of you. Im not sorry from the moment I gave you my heart. Im not sorry for the days we spent together, side by side, just you and I. Im not sorry.


like waves to the shore
part of the ocean
the stars high above
part of the sky

now i drift to you
i dream of a river
a water so blue
wish i could live there

wish you were here..

like the air that i breathe

u'll always be there
the wings that i need
when i wanna fly

now i drift to you
i dream of a river
a water so blue
wish i could live there

wish you were here..