Happy New Year sweetest. May the new year be kind to you. May you have all that you wish for.May it bring you luck and peace in your heart. May you have hapiness and love. I love you. Always.

- philoism

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T728aTfa5TU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIHxWoAwed8

La luna. Our strength.

Yours is the light by which my spirit's born: - you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars.

Nobody could ever love you the way I do.
Nobody could ever love me the way you do.
It is the way of the twins.
That they would be connected always.
Hikari.

You have always misunderstood my heart.Its for you that I breathe.

- philoism

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFECH3ekLoo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9RgUe9fMs0

Sweet messenger of my love. Pearl moon.

- philoism

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8gr1qb9M7c

I feel you.

- philoism

Green trees and red baubles
Frosty white tinsels
Cristmas without you
Leaves me blue
May the season bring you
Lots of love and joy
My wishes for you are true
Its worth more than any toy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prErnop1eiM

The fire is burning, the room’s all aglow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance
The carolers sing in the snow

Everybody’s laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone’s so happy
Except for me tonight

Because I miss you most at Christmas time
And I can’t get you, get you off my mind
Every other season comes along and I’m all right
But then I miss you, most at Christmas time

I gaze out the window this cold winter’s night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine

Everybody’s smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone’s embracing
Except for you and I

Baby I miss you most at Christmas time
And I can’t get you, no, no, no, no, get you off my mind
Every other season comes along and I’m all right
But then I miss you, most at Christmas time

In the springtime those memories start to fade with the April rain
Through the summer days till autumn’s leaves are gone
I get by without you till the snow begins to fall
And then I miss you most at Christmas time

And I can’t get you, no, no, no, get you off my mind
Every other season comes along and I’m all right
But then I miss you, most at Christmas time



- MARIAH CAREY

I
Thought I could touch the stars
I lie awake at night
I wonder where you are

My face explodes
Teardrops into tears
And every second I'm not with you
Well, it seems like years
Seems like years

I told you
That I love you
That I'd kill you
Yeah, yeah

I won't die
But I won't feel the same
I spend up all of my time
Hoping to see you again

My face explodes
Teardrops into tears
And every second I'm not with you
Well, it seems like years
Seems like years

I told you
And I warned you
That I love you
Yeah.

My face explodes
Teardrops into tears
And every second I'm not with you
Well, it seems like years
It seems like years

And I warned you
That I love you
Yeah, I told you

- Dandy Warhols

I don't want a lot for christmas, there is just one thing I need,
And I don't care about the presents underneath the christmas tree,
I don't need to hang my stocking, there upon the fireplace,
Santa Claus won't make me happy with a toy on christmas day,
I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know,

Make my wish come true,
All I want for christmas, is you.

Oh, I won't ask for much this christmas, I won't even wish for snow,
I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe,
I won't make a list and send it to the north pole for Saint Nick,
I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer click,
'Cause I just want you here tonight, holding on to me so tight,
What more can I do, 'Cause baby all I want for christmas, is you.

All the lights are shining so brightly everywhere,
And the sound of children's laughter fills the air,
And everyone is singing, I hear those sleigh bells ringing,
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need,
Won't you please bring my baby to me.

I don't want a lot for christmas, this is all I'm asking for,
I just want to see my baby, standing right outside my door,
I just want her for my own, more than you could ever know,

Make my wish come true,
Baby all I want for christmas, is you.

It's all I want for christmas is you baby,
It's all I want for christmas is you baby.

- Mariah Carey

Do you still believe in love,
Do you still believe in me.
Do you still believe in heaven above n' God's holy love,
The one thing that sets us both free.
Do you still believe in love.

- Rage of Angels

I only see you everytime I blink
I only feel you everytime I breathe
I only hear you everytime I listen
I only dream of you everytime I sleep
I only miss you everytime I wake up

- philoism

If Christmas isn't found in your heart, you won't find it under a tree.

- Charlotte Carpenter

I know the distance it takes
to sail around the world
I've done it many times
on seas of Van Gogh green
And every night with certainty
the stars descend around the hull like fireflies

It's no surprise I'm here tonight
Holding out hope for a change in the tide

Painted windows on the skyline
Sail me off this empty island
I'll be home before you know it
I'll be home before you know I'm gone

I know the secret waves
that lap around the world
The mermaids sing of them
as they brush their hair with coral
Where every lighthouse sends a beam
like Roman columns to a city down below

And this I know: to plunge down and breathe
Is more than possible if you believe

Painted windows on the skyline
Sail me off this empty island
I'll be home before you know it
I'll be home before you know I'm gone


I know the distance it takes
to sail around the world
I've done it many times
behind my knotted desk
In quiet service to the stories I collect
Until it's time to close and go home for the night

Without the pirates
Without the sirens
Without the love notes in bottles at sea
Waiting for someone
Waiting for someone like me

Painted windows on the skyline
Sail me off this empty island
I'll be home before you know it
I'll be home before you know I'm gone

Painted windows on the skyline
Sail me off this empty island
I'll be home before you know it
I'll be home before you know I'm gone

I miss you
And the memory machine
And the factory where we make
Something of dreams
And we wandered around your street
With sewn on button eyes
Our ears become our memories.

The blind loving the blind
And our voices became our fingers
And you touched me with your song
You touched me all night long

I miss you
I miss you
And the memory machine
Making whiskey from the things
We no longer need
And you kissed me
But I was too drunk to really know
That you loved me enough to watch me go
I miss you

- The Memory Machine

Love you tenderly, love you sweet.
That's what I'll do, that's what I'll do.
Love you when you need me,
Love you when you leave me in the blue.

Clouds will cover your eyes, you'll tell me lies
But I won't leave you.
Clouds will cover my eyes, I'll try to hide,
But I won't leave you.

Cause you'll always be my baby,
My baby.
You'll always be my baby,
My baby, my baby.

Love you when you hate me,
Love you when you made me feel alone, in the daytime.
Love you when you leave me,
Love you when you need me.
You leave me behind.

Clouds will cover your eyes, you'll tell me lies,
But I won't leave you
Clouds will cover my eyes, I'll try to hide
But I won't leave you

Cause you'll always be my baby,
My baby, my baby.
You'll always be my baby,
My baby, my baby.

You'll always be my baby,
You'll always be my baby,
You'll always be my baby,
My baby, my baby

- Julia Stone

The rules are simple: they lie to us, we know they're lying, they know we know they're lying, but they keep lying to us, and we keep pretending to believe them. - A Mountain of Crumbs

The secret is to know how to lie and to know when someone's lying to you. - Nicholas Sparks

I dont know what am i doing here?
Theres a shadow in my place
Maybe now
Everything will be so clear
You shed a light into this empty space

And all i am
All i have doesnt even matter now
I cant understand why i feel this way
But i do
I do

I just wanna love you when the goings tough
I just wanna hold you when youre not enough
I just wanna give you everything i got
I do
I do

I dont know what am i saying here?
Theres a hole in my heart and its begging please
Maybe now
Everything will be so clear
Cos your all ill ever need

All i know is
I dont wanna lose control
I just wanna touch your soul
I do
I do

I just wanna hold you when the goings tough
I just wanna love you when youre not enough
I just wanna give you all that i can give
I do
I do

I just wanna kiss you in the morning sun
I just wanna love you when the day is done
I just wanna hold you just because i can
I just wanna fold you up into my arms
I just wanna listen to your beating heart
I just wanna love you just because i do
I do
I do

- Susie Suh

I like the feeling you give me.

I am you,
You are ready like my heart
To be true
I will stay
You have asked me to hold you
In a way
There's nothing else to do.

The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.

I am you,
You are ready like my heart
To be true.
All the feathers in your hair
We are young,
But we are older than the light
We've become
In this room.

Let's forget all the things that we say, sailing
I am sailing
And there's nothing I'd rather do.
I am sailing, I'm sailing
And there's no one else but you.

The frost is slowly falling
In my heart it's calling you
Ice is slowly melting away
Let's forget all the things that we say.

Let's forget all the things that we say

As 2013 begins, Aquarius, something new begins to emerge in your life – peace. You’ve had quite a few years of being confused as to what to do about the chaos you’ve experienced, but now is the time when it all begin to make sense. It’s time to admit that you have had some times when you thought things were never going to get better, and now is the time when things begin to shift to the positive.
What you need to do right now is to appreciate the lessons you’ve learned along the way. At times, you’ve been less than receptive to the ways in which you have grown because of the hard times. This is natural, but now that your life is going in a better direction, you can begin to see how you needed to learn lessons in the way you learned them.
Stop for a moment and think about what you have learned about yourself. You have learned just how strong you are. You have learned who your true friends are. Even though you might not be completely happy with how things have turned out, realize that you now have knowledge that will made bad days a little more bearable. Stop for a moment and thank the universe for the opportunity to grow. You have grown more than you realize.
As 2013 begins, realize that you have changed, Aquarius. You might not know it yet, but others have noticed. They have seen you grow because of your challenges and they have questioned whether they could have made it through as gracefully as you have. It’s a gift to be pushed sometimes.
Though you are not going to live a life that is free from worry or from pain (no one does), you are uniquely qualified to deal with the pressures of life. You have the ability to see things as being mutable and changeable. And you know that even the hardest times can have a bright result. Now, you just have to believe it.

You and I. We hurt each other. Lashings of pain that we carry upon our chests. Medals that show the depth of our suffering. I am sorry. For all the ones bearing my name pinned upon your chest. I do not wish to bear any more medals carved in your name on my chest. I have stripped myself of them. Melted them away and caste a new mould.Only one piece in the shape of your heart. I pin it upon my chest and carry it with pride, honour and love. - philoism

You know I'm not one to break promises,
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe,
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend,,
But there's something inside that I need to release.,
Which way is right, which way is wrong,
How do I say that I need to move on?,
You know we're heading separate ways.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

You've given me more than I can return,
Yet there's oh so much that you deserve.
There's nothing to say, nothing to do.
I've nothing to give,
I must leave without you.
You know we're heading separate ways.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

So I'll be on my way.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing that I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

So I'll be on my way.
So I'll be on my way.

- Alex Clare

Doesn't matter where we're going
If we're heading in the wrong direction,
There's no connection here,
Yeah, and you know this

It doesn't matter if you want me
If you can't decide just what you need
I just hope I made myself clear
But you know this

You keep turning left and baby,
I keep turning right
And everything we say or do
You turn into major fights
And frankly I'm tired, baby I'm tired of you

But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah

It doesn't matter what the question is
If you cant's accept the answer I give you everytime you ask me
It doesn't matter what you're saying
When your action speaks another language
Still messing with my mind
Cause you need to see still I know you know this

We have grown apart and baby well,
I don't think you see that even if you love me,
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired, ooh baby I'm tired of you

But if you could only see me
And other feeling through one day
Yeah if you could only feel me
We wouldn't have to part this way, yeah
You try to make it better
Pretending everything's okay
But if you had only seen me, yeah-eh
Then you wouldn't see me walk away, yeah

I don't think you see me and even if you love me
We're just, we're not meant to be
And I, frankly I'm tired
I'm tired cause I'm not in love with you anymore
I'm tired cause it's over and we're through
And you know this
I'm tired cause there's nothing more to see
And I'm sick of explaining yeah
You need to see that what we have is an error.

- Ina

Bleakness of the sun rays piercing warmth upon our hazel skin Hands of two souls entwined as one Backs upon the ivory sands of time Crystal rushing waves crash around cooing Come to me Take my hand Run away With me Take your life and toss it far into the ocean depths Sink your sorrows upon the seas Will you be mine, will you? - philoism

You gave me a feeling

I could never forget

A sense of belonging

To a place that no one else has been

You gave me a piece of your life

I can never return

A sense of peace

That I am safe in your arms

You gave me a corner of your heart

A sense of friendship and love

I will never forget you

My friend.

- philoism

Long dark hallways

I see you there

Long black hair

Slender arms hang by your side

The thunder roars

Rain falls upon the roof

Droplets leak upon you

Your eyes a black hole

A twisted smile

Feet lifts creating swirls

Palms raised above

Cupping rain

Dance

My love.

 

 

- philoism

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

- Chuck Palahniuk

Aquarius in October

The movement of the past few months has been upsetting for the Aquarius. What you need to know is that October is bound to be a little easier on you. Like some other signs this month, this is a time when you can begin to see the patterns in your life, and you’re able to take time to repair these patterns and to change the stories you’ve been telling yourself. You can begin to finally emerge as the person you see yourself to be deep inside. All it takes is being ready to speak up when the time comes for you to say what you mean and what you think.

What do you have to do? One of the things you might want to do in October is to surround yourself with good friends. Talk with others about your feelings and find out what they think about your thoughts. That said, these conversations should not be times for you to change your mind. Even if you hear about something that makes more sense than your own thoughts, keep your thoughts and your ideas as your own. Don’t let anyone change your mind this time.

The more that you begin to stand up for your own ideas and for your own thoughts, you will begin to see that you even stand up for the things that are very important to you. Once content to stay in the shadows when you didn’t want to rock the boat. Things are changing in October. You have the possibility of being the person that you see when you look in the mirror. You just need to surround yourself with friends, and you need to remember you can think what you think and like what you like and no one else can take it from you.

I just want to be wherever you are
I just want to know youre there
I just want to see whatever you see
Cause I know you're not too shy to say it

Cause everywhere I go and everyone I touch
What I already know is not enough
And no one has taught me quite like you
Following my eyes searching for the real knowing that there's not much else
Tell me that you hear what I'm saying,
Ooh I swear you know the very best way to
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Only you can release the love inside me baby (waited my turn and I'm ready to learn)
Teach me, train me, guide me baby (ooh)
Release the love inside me baby (ooh)
In and out love me down playing with my dirty mind

I just want to feel whatever you feel
Feel it at the very same time
I want to know how to make you cry
How to make your body cream
Feel my dirty mind with your favorite erotic dream
Oooh show me what to do

Anywhere we are I'm daring you to demonstrate
The front seat in my car close your eyes and accelerate
If you never seen this side of me take a ride on my rocket babe
Your body is a party and I just want to celebrate

Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby
Teach me, train me, guide me baby
Release the love inside me baby

- Miguel

I am strong, but I am fragile.
I am self sufficient, but I want to be cared for.
I am a 100% woman, but I am independant.
I am intelligent, but I like challenge.
I am attractive, but I am not easy.
I am capable, but I want to be pampered.
I am passionate, but I want to be adored.
I am desirable, but I am not cheap.
I am loyal, but I am not naive.
I am single, but I am not looking.

- philoism

I sit here all alone at my desk, weeping
I ask myself what is it that I really want?


I want to be accepted, for the person that I am
I want to be loved, for the smile upon my lips
I want to be cared for, like every woman who deserves it
I want to be comforted, in my sorrows
I want to be made love to, passionately
I want to be missed, like this is my last day on earth
I want to be remembered, like a memory that never fades away


- philoism

If I talk real slowly, if I try real hard
To make my point dear, that you have my heart
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way

If I talk real slowly, if I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love
You might understand
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know

If you love me with all that you are
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way

Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know
Here I go, I'll tell you what you already know

If you love me with all of your heart
If you love me
I'll make you a star in my universe
You'll never have to go to work
You'll spend every day
Shining your light my way


- Angus and Julia Stone

I dreamt of you. Why wont you say anything? Because there is no point in saying anything. Why is that? Because it wont change a thing. What do you mean? Because you will never love me more than I love you. *holds hands* - philoism

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without anyone in her life, a very strong person indeed. Not because she does not have a dream partner, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader, a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she asks you out, do not think she is flirting with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a relaxed partner who sometimes act like they are ignoring her, so they have a chance to show her their own confidence. Her appearance is puzzling. Most Aquarian women are lovely, with a haunting, wistful beauty. But they’re change­able. They can give an impression of smooth whipped cream, then suddenly switch to salty pizza as quickly as a bright, blue, zig-zag bolt of Uranian electricity. Next to Ubrans, Aquarian females are often the most beautiful women in the zodiac. At the very least, they’re interesting-looking. The Aquarian manner of dressing can stop you dead in your tracks. There are a few of them who could grace the cover of a fashion magazine, but the average Aquarian girl is anything but conventional about her cos­tumes. She can wear some outfits a gypsy would envy, and her naked individuality can produce some mighty unique combinations. She’ll usually be the first to wear a new fad, no matter how zany it is, yet she can also stick to Grand­ma styles-even great-grandma’s styles. With typical – Aquarian indifference, she’ll mix yesterday’s lace with today’s metallic jump suit, and the effect can be a little startling. She’ll wear her lace nightgown to a formal ban­quet, ostrich feathers to the supermarket, bell bottom slacks to the opera, sneakers to the theater, diamonds when she visits the zoo-and top it all off with a faded Mother Hubbard she picked up in a thrift shop. She likes to guess her partner’s reaction, but at the same time she has many wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do things differently from other people in her same society. She dares to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even when she acts confident, she mostly feels lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone, she won’t show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to being the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has “Faith” in the word “Love”. She has more guy friends than women friends, so do not be jealous if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous partners. She loves “Freedom” so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you. She likes to be the one who is “Right”, so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she says “It’s over” be prepared to leave, she is not testing you as she would have already given you many opportunities to redeem yourself. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you. Do not have secrets with her, she hates it and can really piss her off badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bored with this girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let her talk alone, if you do, she will leave. Your Aquarian woman can float through her days and nights with all the grace of a proud swan, but she may behave like a clumsy bear in romantic situations. The line between friendship and love is often all but invisible to Aquarius. She'll be glad to let you take her hand and walk beside her as she looks with happy delight on the sunrise, an antique car, the milkman’s horse, a yel­low garbage pail, a stuffed owl or a red balloon caught in a church steeple. But don’t distract her with too much to-getherness. Let her wander through her wonderland alone when she chooses. She has many types of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a “Working Woman” then you will be okay. If she is mad, find a shelter for the “Hurricane” is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of “pay back” time. Most people might think of her as “one of the guys”, chummy and a great pal but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice to her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is honest, truthful and will never bore you. The quickest ways to lose her are to show jealousy, possessiveness or prejudice; to be critical, chauvinism or ultra-conservative. You’ll also have to like her friends, who will come in odd, assorted sizes and shapes. She’s susceptible to sudden flashes of inspiration, and her intuition is remarkable. Her judgment may not seem sound or practical at first, because she sees months and years ahead. The Aquarian girl lives in tomorrow, and you can only visit there through her. What she says will come true, perhaps after many delays and troubles, but it will come true. I suppose, after all, that’s the most special thing about your Aquarian woman. She’s a little bit magic.

The good news is that she is one of the nicest people in the universe. The bad news is, that's because she always does exactly what she pleases. An Aquarius female is rebellious, headstrong, and contrary. She can be selfishly independent and exasperating, especially when she is running through the house screaming, "freedom!” - Hazel Dixon-Cooper

Those who love you wont need it. Those who dont wont believe it.

Things are what doesnt matter in the end.Things that are materials of this world. Things that will never follow when life ends. Things that bear no meaning without memory.Things that carry no value without the love of the giver. Things that remain lifeless without bearer. Just things. -philoism

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=nNbTW0lhR1Y

Ah but even in all your hate, there is only love that I am capable of giving. - philoism

Only but a loss. Only but a parchment of soul. Only but a piece of heart. - philoism

I live in my own little world. But its ok, they know me here.

- Lauren Myracle

Underneath the moon
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart
For you
Up above the world
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

But if i should break
If i should fall away
What am i to do
I need someone to take
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time
Walk a little line
Got the balance right aha
Give a little love
Gimme just enough
So that i can hang on tight

We will be alright
I'll be by your side
I won't let you down
But i gotta know
No matter how things go
That you will be around

You're just the one that i've been waiting for
I'll give you all that i have to give and more
But don't let me fall
Don't let me fall

Underneath the moon
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart
For you
Up above the world
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one that I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you high above it all
But don't let me fall

- Lenka

Birds fly; they don't think twice
They simply spread their wings
The sun shines; it don't ask why
Or what the whole thing means

The same applies to you and I
We never question that
So good, it's just understood
Ain't no conjecture; it's just a matter of fact

Love is a wonderful thing
Make you smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing
I'll say it again and again

Turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
Love, love, love is a wonderful thing
Oh yeah

The only thing a river knows
Is runnin' to the sea
And every spring when a flower grows
It happens naturally

The same magic when you're in my arms
No logic can define, oh no
Don't know why, just feels so right
I only know it happens every time

Love is a wonderful thing
Make you smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing
I'll say it again and again

Turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
Love, love, love is a wonderful thing

Oh, when the cold wind blows
I know you're gonna be there to warm me
That's what keeps me goin'
And our sweet love gonna keep on growin', just keep on growin'

Love is a wonderful thing
Make you smile through the pouring rain
Love is a wonderful thing, oh yeah
I'll say it again and again

And turn your world into one sweet dream
Take your heart and make it sing
It's love, love; love is a wonderful
Love, love, love is a wonderful
Love, love, love is a wonderful thing

Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing
Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing
Love is a wonderful, wonderful thing

- Micheal Bolton

And when her lips met mine, I knew that I could live to be a hundred and visit every country in the world, but nothing would ever compare to that single moment when I first kissed the girl of my dreams and knew that my love would last forever.

- Dear John

I love you from the inside out.

- philoism

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

― E.E. Cummings

Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can.
And just when you think it can't get any better, it can.

- At First Sight

You love me.
Love or not?

I love you.
Love or not?

Love.

- philoism

If one gesture can make a heart swell with love then that gesture must have been from somebody very special.

- philoism

You are my someone.
And no one compares to you.

- philoism

CCAM final interview is OVER!
The rest is up to God.

Winning doesnt matter much when you have already won experience.

- philoism

There is nothing left to do but surrender.
There is nothing left to lose because all has been lost.

- philoism

I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to wake up. If I wake up tomorrow, pretend that you dont see me. I am dead inside. And that's just how I want to remain.

- philoism

Then you are mistaken, and you know nothing about me, and nothing about the sort of love of which I am capable. Every atom of your flesh is as dear to me as my own: in pain and sickness it would still be dear. Your mind is my treasure, and if it were broken, it would be my treasure still: if you raved, my arms should confine you, and not a strait waistcoat-your grasp, even in fury, would have a charm for me: if you flew at me as wildly as to strike me across my face, I should receive you in an embrace, at least as fond as it would be restrictive. I would not shrink from you with disgust: in your quiet moments you should have no watcher and no nurse but me; and I could hang over you with untiring tenderness, though you gave me no smile in return; and never weary of gazing into your eyes, though they had no longer a ray of recognition for me.

- Jane Eyre

Wasted days and wasted nights
I have left for you behind
For you don't belong to me
Your heart belongs to someone else

Why should I keep loving you,
When I know that you're not true
And why should I call your name
When you're the blame for making me blue

Don't you remember the day
That you went away and left me
I was so lonely
Prayed for you only, my love

Why should I keep loving you
When I know that you're not true
And why should I call your name
When you're the blame for making me blue

Don't you remember the day
That you went away and left me
I was so lonely
Prayed for you only, my love

Why should I keep loving you
When I know that you're not true
And why should I call your name
When you're the blame for making me blue

- Freddy Fender

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.

- The Notebook

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just go on with our own lives' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

- The Sandman

It isn't possible to love and part. You will wish that it was. You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you. I know by experience that the poets are right: love is eternal.

- E.M. Forster

There is a depth of what remains between two souls who were once entwined in body, spirit, mind and heart. Even when the body separates, the mind, spirit and heart recognizes the other as its own. For they were made with one mould in the beginning of time, as they would return in the same form as one entity in the end of the sacred covenant of twin souls.

- philoism

I dont have anything to give, but you can have my warmth.
Its in the clothes I wore to bed.
I dont have anything to give, but you can have my hair.
Its in the brush I comb with.
I dont have anything to give, but you can have my scent.
Its in the bottle of perfume on the dresser.
I dont have anything to give, but you can have my heart.
Its in the cavity of your chest.

- philoism

I’ve been fighting to be who I am all my life. What’s the point of being who I am, if I can’t have the person who was worth all the fighting for?

- Stephanie Lennox

People always talk about how hard it can be to remember things - where they left their keys, or the name of an acquaintance - but no one ever talks about how much effort we put into forgetting. I am exhausted from the effort to forget.

- Stephen Carpenter

Knowing that she loved me, hoping that she loved me, opened some kind of door in my heart. And all the love I'd forgotten or pushed away came flooding back in.

- Sherri Lee Emmons

September Self-Love

Here are some ways to love you today!

1) When making a life choice, consider your heart. What choice would make it soar? Do that!

2) Tell yourself, in the mirror, “I love you. I love myself. I love ______ (insert your first name).” Try it for one week, every morning and night. You will be amazed at the difference in how you feel.

3) Listen to your needs and take action to fill them. Make this a top priority.

4) In your love life, let every choice be an extension of your love for yourself. If a choice doesn’t honor you, don’t make it. Put your health and happiness first.

5) Feed your spirit. Sit in a meditative posture and take a few moments to hug yourself while doing deep, gentle breathing. Feel your heart and use the mantra
“love” repeating it every few minute to focus on love for self, love for nature, love for the universe. Open a little bit more each time to love and feel the love the Divine has for you. It’s unconditional. Absorb it. Let it fill your body and expand within you and commit to giving that same unconditional love to yourself daily.

This September bring your focus to self-love and feel any old hurts melt away as you wash them with deep, encompassing self-love.

By Amy Leigh Mercree

By the time you swear you're hers, shivering and sighing.
And she vows her passion is, infinite and undying.

Make note of this:

One of you is lying.

Because no one can love like you and I darling.

― Dorothy Parker & philoism

In your light I learn how to love. In your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, but sometimes I do, and that sight becomes this art.

- Rumi

Think I'll just fall to pieces
If I don't find something else to do
This sadness never ceases
I'm still in love with you

My head, it keeps on reeling
It's got me in a crazy spin
Darling, darling, darling
Is this the end?

Still in love with you

They say time has a way of healing
Dries all the tears from your eyes
But darling it's this empty feeling
My heart can't disguise

After all that we've been through
I try my best but it's no use
I guess I'll keep on loving you
Is this the end?

Now that it's all over, woman
There's something I think you should know
Baby, baby, think it over
Just one more time before you go

Call on me baby
If there's anything I can do for you
Call on me baby
Help me see it through

I'm still in love with you

- Sade

More of Aquarius - by Carole Ann Somerville

There is more to astrology than the sun sign so it must be remembered when talking about zodiac sign characteristics that a person's rising sign and how all the planets combine in a chart also make up their personality. For that reason, this is a fun look at the Aquarius in romance.
There is no-one more unpredictable than an Aquarian. It's very difficult for anyone to understand you and in some way, your love-life will probably be 'different' to everyone else's idea of romance.

Now you like to talk about love and you certainly have an eye for an attractive member of the opposite sex. You'll like to admire but you're uncomfortable if others admire you. Why? Well, it makes you feel as if eventually you'll have to make a decision. Commitment or not? And the word commitment makes you want to run a mile.

Love Games People Play

You really aren't in a hurry to get involved in the love-games people seem to love to play. When your pals are getting excited over who's going out with whom, there are other much more interesting things you'd rather get up to. Aquarius is a sociable sign but you don't like to get too close to people.

In your childhood you will have had lots of mates but few real friends. And because of this, it might be difficult to change your way of thinking to allow for the normal ways of nature. - To allow you to get close to a member of the opposite sex.

Once that time comes, you'll need someone who has a very understanding nature. I've already said that you don't give too much of yourself away so that person will have to be patient and never too demanding. I've also mentioned your many interests and your sociable personality. Well, even when involved in a twosome, you will want to carry on with these. You will intend to continue your relationships with everyone you get on well with and if your partner shows some jealousy here, problems will result.

Aquarius in Relationships

You really aren't a person who likes to be tied to any routine. When you leave the house, you don't like to commit yourself to a special time for returning. Likewise, you won't want to have to admit to every place you're going. If you feel your partner's keeping tabs on you, your rebellious nature might start to show.

The physical side of love is fun. Aquarians enjoy it. Then again, you have to be in the mood. Sometimes you're hot, sometimes cold and sometimes your partner will wonder whether they'll ever get to understand you.. - Probably they won't! But on bearing this in mind, you really will find it difficult to handle a passionate lover who thinks more about sex than any other aspect of your relationship.

Aquarius Compatibility

Aquarius, you need someone who is essentially intellectually compatible with yourself. Next, he or she must understand your need for freedom and allow you to continue your relationships and interests outside your partnership. You have a thoroughly modern outlook to romance and if your lover shares this, there should be no problem.

You might get on well with the signs: Gemini, Libra, Aries and Sagittarius

Dating an Aquarius Woman

Ruled by Uranus, the Aquarius woman has a haunting, magnetic appeal which captivates the opposite sex. As lovely as she may look, she is also very intelligent. Intellectual rapport means more to her than sexual compatibility. In love, she will shine. This woman won't ask for demonstrative displays of affection. She won't be fooled either by false declarations of love.

There is something elusive about the Aquarius, and to keep her interested, her lover must be willing to offer her something exciting and new. She loves spontaneity. Her approach to love is more in terms of ideals and drama, than of practicality. Romance, for this woman is sacred, reposeful and recreational all at the same time! Her lover must accept her independent personality

How to Woo and Win Aquarius Woman

The Uranus-ruled Aquarius girl enjoys the unusual. She has a sociable nature and is happy to be part of a crowd while at the same time remaining a degree detached. Few people get really close to her.

Romance - like all areas of her life - can be unpredictable and her wonderful sense of drama will add a tinge of excitement to her courtship. She's a unique lady who will not tolerate a man who wants to keep her tied to the home and family. Not particularly in a rush to make a firm commitment, her man must have something exciting and individual to offer before she even thinks about marriage.

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field.
I'll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass the world is too full to talk about.

- Rumi

I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.

― Shana Abé

I feel that life is divided into the horrible and the miserable. That's the two categories. The horrible are like, I don't know, terminal cases, you know, and blind people, crippled. I don't know how they get through life. It's amazing to me. And the miserable is everyone else. So you should be thankful that you're miserable, because that's very lucky, to be miserable.

― Woody Allen

Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you've felt that way.

― Charles Bukowski

One of the tasks of true friendship is to listen compassionately and creatively to the hidden silences. Often secrets are not revealed in words, they lie concealed in the silence between the words or in the depth of what is unsayable between two people.

- John O'Donohue

No one else has access to the world you carry around within yourself; you are its custodian and entrance. No one else can see the world the way you see it. No one else can feel your life the way you feel it. Thus it is impossible to ever compare two people because each stands on such different ground. When you compare yourself to others, you are inviting envy into your consciousness; it can be a dangerous and destructive guest.

- John O'Donohue

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, all of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

- Hillsong

Do not feel sorry or guilt for all that has, is and may come to pass. Know that I will love you always. When this black hair is white, I will still love you. When the smooth softness of youth is replaced by the delicate softness of age, I will still want to touch your skin. When your face is full of the lines of every smile you have ever smiled, of every surprise, some which I have seen flash through your eyes, when every tear you have ever cried has left its mark upon your face, I will treasure you all the more, even if I wasn't there to wipe it all away. When your heart is burdened with pain, I will place my palm over your chest and give you the gift of light to let you know that I love you. When you come to me, I will share the remaining of your life with you, and I will love you until the last breath leaves your body or mine. This is my gift to you. My unconditional love.

- philoism

You are my angel
Come from way above
To bring me love

Her eyes
She's on the dark side
Neutralize
Every woman in sight

Love you, love you, love you

You are my angel
Come from way above

Love you, love you, love you

- Massive Attack

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ml7TmC__eDc

Happy Anniversary.

- philoism

For you my love.



Essáy & Stumbleine - Rhiannon
Deep Focus - Don't Wake Up (140 Edit)
Above & Beyond - Tri-State (5vel Remix)
Dido & A.R. Rahman - If I Rise (Enigma Dubz Remix)
Tolerance - Dejection
Boards Of Canada - Olson (Wrm Remix)
Rameses B - Memoirs (Fracx Remix)
Ed Sheeran - The A Team (KOAN Sound Remix)
Mojo - Garden Walls
Blackmill - Evil Beauty
Loz Contreras - Liberta
Rameses B - North
Lisa Miskovksy - Still Alive (Mt Eden Remix)
Imogen Heap - Headlock (Paper Tigers Remix)
Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek (Enigma Dubz Remix)
William Fitzsimmons - The Tide Pulls From The Moon (JacM Remix)
Barcelona - Please Don't Go (Greg Cooke Remix)
Phaeleh - Afterglow feat. Soundmouse (Akira Kiteshi Remix)
Mario M - EvaC
Phaeleh - Changes feat. Soundmouse
New Look - The Ballad (GZUS Come Out Of The Dark Mix)
Ollie Macfarlane - Shadows
Submerse - Belong
Late - Losing You
Ghosts Of Paraguay - Piano Piece
Kaiori Breathe & Tripwire - I'd Give Anything
Hammock - I Can Almost See You

There is greatness in doing something you hate for the sake of someone you love. Like being happy for them when all you want to do is cry your eyes out. Like keeping your mouth shut when all you want to do is scream out the words "I love you". Like putting away everything that reminds you of them when all you want to do is hold on tightly. Like living another day with a smile on your face when all you want to do is lie in bed and die.

- philoism

We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong.

Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for.

You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will wait for that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.

Let our scars fall in love.

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain. Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you have too. You're nodding your head.

- The Portable Henry Rollins

Soul Mate vs Twin Flame

Soulmates share a common mission and comparable stage of spiritual development. They come together because they are working on the same type of karma and the same chakra simultaneously. So soulmates have an attraction that is based on the sacred labor and on the path of self-mastery on your personal spiritual path.
In a soul mate, relationship there is always a connection between you from prior lives. Keep in mind that you can have as many as 3000 soulmates in one life time. You have not been happily married to each of them but in some cases you have killed each other or you may have been each others parents, siblings or battling next-door neighbors.
When a couple is experiencing a horrible sex life, it is often because they were siblings in a past life and therefore the intimate relationship in their current life feels wrong. Another common pattern is marrying someone who was our parent in a past life, which provides an opportunity to work out whatever unresolved lessons you might have from the past. In many cases issues are reversed from lifetime to lifetime so that we might learn how the other person felt.
Whenever you consider breaking up with a soulmate, it seems A GIANT MAGNET appears in the sky making you both run into each other in the strangest of places. Soulmates can feel you come in the door when you come home or know when you're in a crowded place. A soulmate can project his/her thoughts onto you so it becomes unclear if you are thinking of them or they are projecting their thoughts on you so that you can’t tell if they are thinking of you, or you are missing them. It takes a lot to break free from a soulmate, oftentimes you'll break up 6 to 20 times.
A word of warning if you choose to marry one of your soulmates: Do NOT COMPLAIN constantly to your friends and family about your relationship. They won't understand that you've chosen each other as a "contract of lessons" and you'll only make the other people in your life despise your spouse.

Twin flames are ourselves in another body. When we have reached the stage where we are capable of giving unconditional love, we then have the opportunity to reconnect with our “other half” or twin flame. The chances are that we meet our twin flame briefly in many lifetimes, but one or both of us are not ready for the intensity of this connection. When both halves of the whole are ready to come back together and meet they will discover that in their lifetime they have lead almost parallel lives. The events of their lives will mirror each other almost exactly. They may have come from very similar families and family dynamics. They may have had similar schooling or lack thereof. They may have crossed paths socially or lived close by to each other and never known it. They may have almost identical careers. They may even have previous marriages and divorces within weeks of each other. When twin flames get to know each other, they will feel as if the other is reading their life script. That isn't to say they are identical people, but they are perfectly complimentary to each other.
When twin flames meet for the first time in a physical life, they recognize themselves in the other person. This will come as a deep surprise to both, but the recognition is immediate. At the same time you will feel that you have always known this person who is sitting in front of you. It is a feeling of home-coming, because you recognize your other self and feel very much that you have come home when you are with your spiritual twin flame counterpart. Be aware that soulmates also have a strong recognition pattern, only there will be that little voice in your head that knows the difference.
When twin flames come together they become one, they are not like each other but they are the mirror image of the other. They think alike, they hold the same values and often their life experiences are very similar. Twin flames do not teach each other, they learn together and help each other learn the lessons that have been set before them in this lifetime. When twin flames come together they join forces and are capable of overcoming obstacles the average mortal could not begin to face. They are so filled with unconditional love they literally glow with it and have much to share with others.

Time Apart

The time apart from your twin flame helps you to heal all the things inside you which you have previously been wounded by. The whole cycle of connecting and disconnecting then reconnecting again with deeper intensity serves to make you both realise that you ARE LOVEABLE and ALSO LOVING for you have come back together again, even if the circumstances were not good when you parted. For example, if one of the twin flames runs because he/she feels inadequate within themselves, slowly but surely, the repeated reconnection will open them up to realising that they ARE worthy because the love still remains and grows. It can be a slow progress, but it is progress nonetheless.

Why do twin flames who HAVE RECOGNISED THE CONNECTION still resist it? A huge factor is the INTENSITY of it all. The constancy of thinking of your twin flame, ALL THE TIME, re-living times when you saw them over and over and over, loving them all the time with GREATLY INCREASING POWER, fantasising about them, being distracted by thinking of them to the point that you don't get other things done or cannot concentrate on anything else, worrying that you might go down "the wrong path" (which isn't possible, because you planned what would happen in this incarnation before birth), feeling a huge yearning to exit your body and enter theirs, craving physical contact, talking to them constantly in your mind, feeling frustrated at times when you cannot seem to ease the yearnings for your twin flame, wondering if you are doing enough or the right things to help manifest your union, feeling frustrated and sometimes hurt when things don't go to plan or when you feel tested by things and have to face another difficulty that you need to overcome, all of this being secretly locked inside of your being - IT IS SO INTENSE that although you wouldn't want to change it for the world (most people), it can get exhausting at times and in resisting, you are attempting (usually in vain) to get some needed rest from it all.
Sometimes when twin flames block you out it is because they just need to take a temporary break from it (and get back to connecting to just themselves to feel balanced again) until they feel replenished and have regained their strength to indulge in the connection again (although it is never a conscious choice). It is to find balance between self and other (twin flame) or yin/yang to gain Bi-gender balance (as they feel both male and female sides through the opposite gender type twin flame), because it often feels like you are LOSING YOURSELF in the connection which is scary at first, because in a sense you are losing yourself as you know it because you are joining with your twin flame to become something new.

Try to be strong, and trust that, if it is meant to be, the universe will bring you back together.

Reasons for Twin Soul Separation

There are many important reasons why many twin souls go through a time of physical separation from each other. This is something that is driven primarily by the soul and not necessarily the individual. Even though it may appear that one or perhaps both twin souls are denying/pushing away/running from the connection, really it is because the SOUL is not ready. The soul dictates when reunion will occur, therefore until the soul has decided it's time, then no amount of trying to force yourselves to be together before that time will work.

Perhaps a major block of whether the soul is ready to unite or not is the emphasis you are putting on the twin soul connection and reunion. Perhaps looking at it as primarily about coming together in a traditional romantic way is putting limitations on this and that is why you are not ready to unite.

But this physical separation occurs primarily to "wake us up". All preconceptions about the connection will need to be looked at and if the twin souls have any false ideas about what the connection "should be" and are not accepting it for what it really is, then they will need to continue on in physical separation until they are aware of the true realtiy of this soul connection.

Also, a main reason why we are physically separated from our twin soul is to learn to love ourselves as much as we love our twin soul, unconditionally. But firstly we need to look past the ego that contains all the "shoulds" and expectations, the conditions. Mostly what we blame our twin souls for is really what we are blaming ourselves for on a subconscious level. There are parts of ourselves we may be rejecting, denying, scolding, punishing ourselves for. To try and ignore this pain, we put the focus on our twin soul not giving us something which would make us happy. But really we need to realise it is OURSELVES not giving us what we need for happiness and fuliflment. Until we realise this and act upon our needs for happiness and self-love, the problem will continue to manifest itself between the twin souls as the mirror it back to each other.

The physical separation also helps us to become aware of just how important, how significant this twin soul connection really is. If we were to be together immediately with no problems then surely we would take it more for granted and be unaware of just how important, how significant the connection is. In being physically separated but feeling this pull and experiencing all the psychic, spiritual phenomena that occurs with twin soul connection, we become aware that this is something MASSIVELY important. It helps us to look inwards to discover WHY it is so important and this also spurs us onto awakening.

Our physical separation helps us to realise and strengthen our connection to God/dess. God/dess resides within us, we are divine beings and having the space from our twin souls to concentrate on our relationship with ourselves, with God/dess, helps us to come back to self-love and accceptance. This is what harmonises our energies with our twin souls and creates twin soul healing to bridge the gap between them for reunion to eventually occur.

As we work on our individual selves, the female aspect of the twin soul connection learns to develope more independance (primarily masculine) and the masculine aspect developes expressing emotion in a constructive manner (primarily feminine). Therefore the twin souls have the room to grow and develope their bi-gender energies to realign and reunite.

Think about what you have learnt from the separation - what are the good things that have resulted from this? Have you grown more as an individual? Have you awakened more spiritually? Have you learnt more about yourself? Have you developed more of your intuition? What else?

This is all happening for a reason. It is nobody's "fault" but just the path of your souls to help you learn and grow the most in preparation for twin soul reunion.

It is time.
There is nothing left to give
All that was has left deserted
What is left is pain
Of the scars that wont ever heal
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever
Not you, not me.

It is time.
With the remains of what is left of a corpse
Empty shell charred to the ashes
Do not look back for there is nothing left to behold
Only a gaping hole where a heart once was
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever
Not life, not death.

It is time.
Tonight may rebirth be a splendrous breathe of life
The carcass be anointed with oil
What once remained pure will be lost
Stained black with hopelessness
With a mellow song of wasted dreams
A new phoenix will emerge from the soot
Stronger than the one before
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever.
Not us, not love.

- philoism

“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”

- South of the Border, West of the Sun

Dark Night of the Soul

If you gave someone your heart and they died, do they take it with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

If you gave someone your heart and they left, do they take it with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

If you gave someone your heart and they broke it, do they still take its pieces with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

- philoism

Death ends a life, not a relationship.

- Tuesdays With Morrie

You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the door's closed and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say when I say, I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

- Avril Lavigne

But it is not what I am saying that is hurting you; it is that you have wounds that I touch by what I have said. You are hurting yourself. There is no way I can take this personally.

- The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

- Regina Spektor

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How convenient it is for you to believe that all the bad that I have said and done; be aimed at you. But all the good that I have said and done; be meant for someone else.

- philoism