Thursday, June 30, 2011

I give my love to you. Its yours. If only you will receive it. I give my heart to you. Its yours. If only you will receive it - philoism
Without you
I breathe without living
I eat without tasting
I look without seeing
I hear without listening
I love without knowing
I sleep without dreaming
I talk without thinking
I walk without moving
I cry without caring

- philoism
You will never be alone. I am right beside you in the sea of flames - philoism
They say the day will come but no one knows when. The day when there will be no moon, no sun, no stars and it will all be black. It will all just go back to the way it was before. For me that day is today.
True love never has a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is the most painful way of saying I love you

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

There is no love without truth and there is no truth without love - philoism
Of all the times you thought you had lost me, the truth is I had lost you - philoism
All I know is that I love you
All I know is that you are all that I think of
All I know is that I can't stop thinking about you
All I know is that you are made for me
All I know is that I could not imagine any other in your place
All I know is that you are the one ive been waiting for
All I know is that I was made for you - philoism

Monday, June 20, 2011

We've had our share of happy times, we've had our share of sad times, we've shared the good, the bad and the ugly baby. But I wouldn't trade anything for the moments that we've shared. I love you sweetheart..

Sunday, June 19, 2011

For my father
Who was never thrilled that he had two daughters instead of sons
We both turned out to be wonderful women
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who never congratulated us when we did well in school
We both went through college and did pretty well
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who never protected us from being heartbroken
We know that we have each others shoulder to cry on
Thanks to Mum

For my father
Who doesn't care if we are alive or dead
We are both very much alive and we are still learning how to forgive
Thanks to Mum

Happy Fathers Day

Your beloved daughters - Primila & Sumita GK

Saturday, June 18, 2011

And if I go,
While you're still here,
Know that I live on,
Vibrating to a different measure,
Behind a thin veil you cannot see through.

You will not see me,
So you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
Both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
I will be there.

Ascension - Colleen Corah Hitchcock


its nothing to you..and if you hate me..just hate me so good that you can let me out..

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Im here in purgatory. Feels like hell. Waiting to be with you in heaven - philoism

Wednesday, June 15, 2011



When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear and there is no one there
To dry your tears I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love
I don't want to be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

Cause maybe in the future you're gonna come back
You're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future you're gonna come back
You're gonna come back

Oh the only way to really know is to really let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I wanna hold
Then I know Ive got to let them go

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But Im going to wash away, oh Im going to wash away
Everything till you come home to me
Don't you know how much you mean to me?
Don't you know my love is only for you?
Don't you know the memory of you is all Im living for?
Don't you know my hands are only perfect for you?
Don't you know I whisper into the wind that I miss you everyday?
Don't you know that I would never break my promise to you?
Don't you know that you are the one I long to hold in my arms again?
Don't you know that without you I would never survive?

- philoism
If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me,
No baby please don't go,
And if you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me,
No baby please don't go,
Girl I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that's hard to find,
How could we let it slip away,
We've come too far to leave it all behind,
How could we end it all this way,
When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret the things we said today

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

My heart beats fast when I hear from you!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My words are lost when I look into your eyes!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My hand shivers in excitement when you put you hand in mine!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My tummy is filled with butterflies when I am by your side!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

My soul is filled with sorrow when you are away from me!
If that's not love then tell me what it is?

- philoism

Monday, June 13, 2011

You're the one I hold within my heart
You're the only one I dream of within my slumber
You're the one I love within my soul - philoism

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Crying makes me feel better. I know that's a stupid thing to say - philoism

Friday, June 10, 2011

Ive always thought I don't deserve love, in a way that ive always dreamed of. Why does this happen to me I question the world. Maybe Im too demanding. Maybe I want what's impossible. Somehow I just floated around aimlessly and thinking this is the way life is supposed to be. And then there was you. I never imagined my dreams were slowly taking shape, forming and coming to life right before my eyes. I have fear in me that I might loose it all one day and be left in the nothingness of it all. You made me realise that I am worthy of a life beyond what I have and that you would be the one to make it a reality. You make me feel like I deserve love just as I deserve to live and breathe. You teach me that I am not just a speck in the wind and I actually mean the world to someone as special as you. You are to me, my living dream come true - philoism

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Of all the things done in my life
Loving you is one that is pure
Of all the words that have been said
My promise is one that is true

Of all the time that has been gone
Being with you is one that is bliss
Of all the songs that has been sung
Songs I sung for you is one that remain on my lips

Of all the things that have been done
You are one that never went wrong
Of all the tears that have been shed
The ones for you are the most

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Never once crossed my mind
That it would have been someone else this time
She must be the kind
Who is with you all the time

You wish that we would never meet
Though it breaks my heart
All I can do is weep
I will keep my word and stay apart

I will wait until the day
When you would find me and say
I love you in every way
Be mine today