Thursday, August 30, 2012

For you my love.



Essáy & Stumbleine - Rhiannon
Deep Focus - Don't Wake Up (140 Edit)
Above & Beyond - Tri-State (5vel Remix)
Dido & A.R. Rahman - If I Rise (Enigma Dubz Remix)
Tolerance - Dejection
Boards Of Canada - Olson (Wrm Remix)
Rameses B - Memoirs (Fracx Remix)
Ed Sheeran - The A Team (KOAN Sound Remix)
Mojo - Garden Walls
Blackmill - Evil Beauty
Loz Contreras - Liberta
Rameses B - North
Lisa Miskovksy - Still Alive (Mt Eden Remix)
Imogen Heap - Headlock (Paper Tigers Remix)
Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek (Enigma Dubz Remix)
William Fitzsimmons - The Tide Pulls From The Moon (JacM Remix)
Barcelona - Please Don't Go (Greg Cooke Remix)
Phaeleh - Afterglow feat. Soundmouse (Akira Kiteshi Remix)
Mario M - EvaC
Phaeleh - Changes feat. Soundmouse
New Look - The Ballad (GZUS Come Out Of The Dark Mix)
Ollie Macfarlane - Shadows
Submerse - Belong
Late - Losing You
Ghosts Of Paraguay - Piano Piece
Kaiori Breathe & Tripwire - I'd Give Anything
Hammock - I Can Almost See You
There is greatness in doing something you hate for the sake of someone you love. Like being happy for them when all you want to do is cry your eyes out. Like keeping your mouth shut when all you want to do is scream out the words "I love you". Like putting away everything that reminds you of them when all you want to do is hold on tightly. Like living another day with a smile on your face when all you want to do is lie in bed and die.

- philoism
We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong.

Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for.

You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will wait for that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.

Let our scars fall in love.
It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain. Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you have too. You're nodding your head.

- The Portable Henry Rollins

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Soul Mate vs Twin Flame

Soulmates share a common mission and comparable stage of spiritual development. They come together because they are working on the same type of karma and the same chakra simultaneously. So soulmates have an attraction that is based on the sacred labor and on the path of self-mastery on your personal spiritual path.
In a soul mate, relationship there is always a connection between you from prior lives. Keep in mind that you can have as many as 3000 soulmates in one life time. You have not been happily married to each of them but in some cases you have killed each other or you may have been each others parents, siblings or battling next-door neighbors.
When a couple is experiencing a horrible sex life, it is often because they were siblings in a past life and therefore the intimate relationship in their current life feels wrong. Another common pattern is marrying someone who was our parent in a past life, which provides an opportunity to work out whatever unresolved lessons you might have from the past. In many cases issues are reversed from lifetime to lifetime so that we might learn how the other person felt.
Whenever you consider breaking up with a soulmate, it seems A GIANT MAGNET appears in the sky making you both run into each other in the strangest of places. Soulmates can feel you come in the door when you come home or know when you're in a crowded place. A soulmate can project his/her thoughts onto you so it becomes unclear if you are thinking of them or they are projecting their thoughts on you so that you can’t tell if they are thinking of you, or you are missing them. It takes a lot to break free from a soulmate, oftentimes you'll break up 6 to 20 times.
A word of warning if you choose to marry one of your soulmates: Do NOT COMPLAIN constantly to your friends and family about your relationship. They won't understand that you've chosen each other as a "contract of lessons" and you'll only make the other people in your life despise your spouse.

Twin flames are ourselves in another body. When we have reached the stage where we are capable of giving unconditional love, we then have the opportunity to reconnect with our “other half” or twin flame. The chances are that we meet our twin flame briefly in many lifetimes, but one or both of us are not ready for the intensity of this connection. When both halves of the whole are ready to come back together and meet they will discover that in their lifetime they have lead almost parallel lives. The events of their lives will mirror each other almost exactly. They may have come from very similar families and family dynamics. They may have had similar schooling or lack thereof. They may have crossed paths socially or lived close by to each other and never known it. They may have almost identical careers. They may even have previous marriages and divorces within weeks of each other. When twin flames get to know each other, they will feel as if the other is reading their life script. That isn't to say they are identical people, but they are perfectly complimentary to each other.
When twin flames meet for the first time in a physical life, they recognize themselves in the other person. This will come as a deep surprise to both, but the recognition is immediate. At the same time you will feel that you have always known this person who is sitting in front of you. It is a feeling of home-coming, because you recognize your other self and feel very much that you have come home when you are with your spiritual twin flame counterpart. Be aware that soulmates also have a strong recognition pattern, only there will be that little voice in your head that knows the difference.
When twin flames come together they become one, they are not like each other but they are the mirror image of the other. They think alike, they hold the same values and often their life experiences are very similar. Twin flames do not teach each other, they learn together and help each other learn the lessons that have been set before them in this lifetime. When twin flames come together they join forces and are capable of overcoming obstacles the average mortal could not begin to face. They are so filled with unconditional love they literally glow with it and have much to share with others.
Time Apart

The time apart from your twin flame helps you to heal all the things inside you which you have previously been wounded by. The whole cycle of connecting and disconnecting then reconnecting again with deeper intensity serves to make you both realise that you ARE LOVEABLE and ALSO LOVING for you have come back together again, even if the circumstances were not good when you parted. For example, if one of the twin flames runs because he/she feels inadequate within themselves, slowly but surely, the repeated reconnection will open them up to realising that they ARE worthy because the love still remains and grows. It can be a slow progress, but it is progress nonetheless.

Why do twin flames who HAVE RECOGNISED THE CONNECTION still resist it? A huge factor is the INTENSITY of it all. The constancy of thinking of your twin flame, ALL THE TIME, re-living times when you saw them over and over and over, loving them all the time with GREATLY INCREASING POWER, fantasising about them, being distracted by thinking of them to the point that you don't get other things done or cannot concentrate on anything else, worrying that you might go down "the wrong path" (which isn't possible, because you planned what would happen in this incarnation before birth), feeling a huge yearning to exit your body and enter theirs, craving physical contact, talking to them constantly in your mind, feeling frustrated at times when you cannot seem to ease the yearnings for your twin flame, wondering if you are doing enough or the right things to help manifest your union, feeling frustrated and sometimes hurt when things don't go to plan or when you feel tested by things and have to face another difficulty that you need to overcome, all of this being secretly locked inside of your being - IT IS SO INTENSE that although you wouldn't want to change it for the world (most people), it can get exhausting at times and in resisting, you are attempting (usually in vain) to get some needed rest from it all.
Sometimes when twin flames block you out it is because they just need to take a temporary break from it (and get back to connecting to just themselves to feel balanced again) until they feel replenished and have regained their strength to indulge in the connection again (although it is never a conscious choice). It is to find balance between self and other (twin flame) or yin/yang to gain Bi-gender balance (as they feel both male and female sides through the opposite gender type twin flame), because it often feels like you are LOSING YOURSELF in the connection which is scary at first, because in a sense you are losing yourself as you know it because you are joining with your twin flame to become something new.

Try to be strong, and trust that, if it is meant to be, the universe will bring you back together.
Reasons for Twin Soul Separation

There are many important reasons why many twin souls go through a time of physical separation from each other. This is something that is driven primarily by the soul and not necessarily the individual. Even though it may appear that one or perhaps both twin souls are denying/pushing away/running from the connection, really it is because the SOUL is not ready. The soul dictates when reunion will occur, therefore until the soul has decided it's time, then no amount of trying to force yourselves to be together before that time will work.

Perhaps a major block of whether the soul is ready to unite or not is the emphasis you are putting on the twin soul connection and reunion. Perhaps looking at it as primarily about coming together in a traditional romantic way is putting limitations on this and that is why you are not ready to unite.

But this physical separation occurs primarily to "wake us up". All preconceptions about the connection will need to be looked at and if the twin souls have any false ideas about what the connection "should be" and are not accepting it for what it really is, then they will need to continue on in physical separation until they are aware of the true realtiy of this soul connection.

Also, a main reason why we are physically separated from our twin soul is to learn to love ourselves as much as we love our twin soul, unconditionally. But firstly we need to look past the ego that contains all the "shoulds" and expectations, the conditions. Mostly what we blame our twin souls for is really what we are blaming ourselves for on a subconscious level. There are parts of ourselves we may be rejecting, denying, scolding, punishing ourselves for. To try and ignore this pain, we put the focus on our twin soul not giving us something which would make us happy. But really we need to realise it is OURSELVES not giving us what we need for happiness and fuliflment. Until we realise this and act upon our needs for happiness and self-love, the problem will continue to manifest itself between the twin souls as the mirror it back to each other.

The physical separation also helps us to become aware of just how important, how significant this twin soul connection really is. If we were to be together immediately with no problems then surely we would take it more for granted and be unaware of just how important, how significant the connection is. In being physically separated but feeling this pull and experiencing all the psychic, spiritual phenomena that occurs with twin soul connection, we become aware that this is something MASSIVELY important. It helps us to look inwards to discover WHY it is so important and this also spurs us onto awakening.

Our physical separation helps us to realise and strengthen our connection to God/dess. God/dess resides within us, we are divine beings and having the space from our twin souls to concentrate on our relationship with ourselves, with God/dess, helps us to come back to self-love and accceptance. This is what harmonises our energies with our twin souls and creates twin soul healing to bridge the gap between them for reunion to eventually occur.

As we work on our individual selves, the female aspect of the twin soul connection learns to develope more independance (primarily masculine) and the masculine aspect developes expressing emotion in a constructive manner (primarily feminine). Therefore the twin souls have the room to grow and develope their bi-gender energies to realign and reunite.

Think about what you have learnt from the separation - what are the good things that have resulted from this? Have you grown more as an individual? Have you awakened more spiritually? Have you learnt more about yourself? Have you developed more of your intuition? What else?

This is all happening for a reason. It is nobody's "fault" but just the path of your souls to help you learn and grow the most in preparation for twin soul reunion.
It is time.
There is nothing left to give
All that was has left deserted
What is left is pain
Of the scars that wont ever heal
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever
Not you, not me.

It is time.
With the remains of what is left of a corpse
Empty shell charred to the ashes
Do not look back for there is nothing left to behold
Only a gaping hole where a heart once was
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever
Not life, not death.

It is time.
Tonight may rebirth be a splendrous breathe of life
The carcass be anointed with oil
What once remained pure will be lost
Stained black with hopelessness
With a mellow song of wasted dreams
A new phoenix will emerge from the soot
Stronger than the one before
Dear, thank you for the reminder
That nothing lasts forever.
Not us, not love.

- philoism
“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”

- South of the Border, West of the Sun

Friday, August 24, 2012


If you gave someone your heart and they died, do they take it with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

If you gave someone your heart and they left, do they take it with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

If you gave someone your heart and they broke it, do they still take its pieces with them?
Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?

Yes.

- philoism
Death ends a life, not a relationship.

- Tuesdays With Morrie
You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the door's closed and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say when I say, I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say, nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

- Avril Lavigne

Thursday, August 23, 2012

But it is not what I am saying that is hurting you; it is that you have wounds that I touch by what I have said. You are hurting yourself. There is no way I can take this personally.

- The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

- Regina Spektor
http://www.ccam.com.my/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/21/awards-finalist-2012/CCAM-Individual-awards-all-2012-List-of-shortlisted-Individuals.pdf
How convenient it is for you to believe that all the bad that I have said and done; be aimed at you. But all the good that I have said and done; be meant for someone else.

- philoism

Friday, August 17, 2012

Congratulations!

Our heartiest congratulation to you, Primila A/P K Ganash for making it to the final round of CCAM 13th CRM & Contact Centre Awards 2012 for your entry in the Best Contact Centre Support Professional-WFM/QA (under 100 seats). We are very excited to share this news with you.

As a next step, you will be required to do 20 minutes (strictly 20 minutes) for presentation including Q&A at CCAM Secretariat office between 3rd to 14th September 2012. We request you to prepare a short PowerPoint Presentation that will be presented by you to our Panel of Judges. As the presentation is time bounded, we would advise you to put your best points at the start of the presentation. We will look forward to seeing you in final assessment and trust that you will find the experience both exciting and rewarding.

Watch out for our next email confirming the exact time slot, date and, pointers for your PowerPoint presentation on Saturday!

Please contact me should you have any further cause for concern.

Yours sincerely

Lily Lim
Secretariat Manager
Customer Relationship Management and Contact Centre Association of Malaysia (CCAM)
(Reg no. 370)

You'd think that when you are heartbroken all the little love drops escape from the cracks in your heart and then its finally dried, empty without love but my heart is full, its full of love even when I am in sorrow, little love droplets accumulate in my heart causing it to flood and swell till there is no more space for anything or anyone else because its bursting with love for you.

- philoism


smiling
spinning in circles
holding hands
the world is a blur
except when you're standing

dripping wet
completly soaked
no rubberboots
running inside of us
wants to burst out of the shell

wind in
and the smell of your hair
i hit as hard as i can
with my nose
jumping into a puddle
wearing no boots
completely soaked (dripping wet)
wearing no boots

and i get a nosebleed
but i'll always stand up again

and i get a nosebleed
but i'll always stand up again

smiling spinning in circles
holding hands the world is a blur
except when you're standing dripping wet
completly soaked no rubberboots running inside of us
wants to burst out


I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
'cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before
Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time

These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby

Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes

My baby

- Celine Dion

Thursday, August 16, 2012


Everything Happens At The Right Time At The Right Place.
For The Right Reason.
And It Serves Us.
Every Event Is A Situation For Us To Learn And Grow.
If We Ignore The Lesson, It Will Repeat Until We Learn It.
But Next Time The Lesson Will Be Harder And Harder And More Painful.

Events are unfolding at a rapid pace and we are being confronted with issues that we may wish had been dealt with or have avoided dealing with from the past.

As we have journeyed in and to light we may have thought that past issues were dissolved in light.

However some event occurs and a chain reaction occurs in our mind and everything floods back and we lash out. In our lashing we magnify those things that impacted on us the most.

It is happening to people who believe they are dedicated to love and find themselves loosing their level of consciousness and they attack the messenger instead of reading the message.

Each of us has to remain alert that if something upsets us - for any reason - it has one purpose and one purpose only - to highlight an area of our life that needs healing.

Attacking the messenger does not allow our healing to begin and in fact puts our healing back even more.

BEFORE YOU CAN COMMIT TO THE FUTURE
YOU HAVE TO COME TO TERMS WITH THE PAST
When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything.

- Chase Brooks

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

- Adele
You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.

- J.K. Rowling
Dreams of waiting.
Past 3 days.
Its the same place.
I am sitting on a bench.
Dusk. Chilly.
Just waiting.


Waiting
To dream that you are waiting is indicative of issues of power/control and feelings of dependence/independence, especially in a relationship. Consider how you feel in the dream while you were waiting. If you are patient, then you know things will happen at their own pace. If you are impatient, then it means that you are being too demanding or that your expectations are too high.

Alternatively, the dream may denote your expectations and anxieties about some unknown situation or decision. You are experiencing a sense of anticipation or uneasiness.

To dream that you keep someone else waiting implies that you are taking advantage of this person. You alternatively, the dream indicates that you are not spending enough time with this person in your waking life. You are too busy doing your own thing that you have overlooked this person.

Park
To dream that you are at a park represents a temporary escape from reality. It indicates renewal, meditation, and spirituality. You may be undergoing a readjustment period after experiencing some serious personal conflict or an end to a passionate affair.

To dream that you are lost in a park indicates your struggles with your career, relationship, or other problem. You may feel alienated by society.

Wind
To dream that the wind is blowing symbolizes your life force, energy, and vigor. It reflects changes in your life. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you need to pick up your pace and work on achieving your goals more quickly and efficiently.

To dream of strong or gusty winds represent turmoil and trouble in your life. You are experiencing much stress in some waking situation.

Cold
To dream that you are cold indicates that you are experiencing a breakthrough in some area in your life. Alternatively, you may be feeling isolated or emotionally restrained. Your sense of coldness could reflect your feelings about a lover or a certain person. The dream may also occur as a result of your immediate environment in which you are really feeling cold.

To see the word cold in your dream suggests that you need to be more neutral or objective in your decision making. You need to remain emotionally detached.

To dream that you touch something cold suggests that you should avoid that object or what that object represents in your waking life

Road
To see a road in your dream refers to your sense of direction and how you are pursuing your goals. If the road is winding, curvy, or bumpy in your dream, then it suggests that you will encounter many obstacles and setbacks toward achieving your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the controversial or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.

If the road is smooth and bordered by trees or flowers, then it denotes a steady progress and steady climb up the social ladder. If the road is straight and narrow, then it means that your path to success is going as planned.

To see an unknown road in your dream represents a path that has not been ventured. You are setting a new precedence for something




Living and Loving in the Wind.

Do you often feel there is a part of yourself or your life missing? When sitting alone and watching a beautiful sunset, or a lovely scene, or walking in a peaceful place, do you suddenly feel like crying because you are hit with a profound feeling of loneliness? If this sometimes happens, you may have a twin soul.

Twin souls are forever beautiful in spirit, in their hearts, and in their love for each other -- yet they will not be together in every life on Earth. Twin souls are like two separate bodies with one mind -- it is like two hearts, one spirit. Twin Souls may not always be together. When they are not together in the same life, they are living and loving in the wind, in the spiritual world. It is an existence beyond earthly desires.

Soul mates are all around us. These are people we have spent many life times with, in different roles each time. They may be our father in one life and our brother, son, grandson, friend in another life. A dear friend in one life may become a spouse in another. Soul mates always reincarnate in groups and help each other learn all we need to learn in each life. A twin soul is a little different.

Twin souls are those that came from the same spirit. At the time of choosing to come to Earth the spirit splits into male and female, each half keeping the same gender throughout many life times, many journeys, until they merge together again as one spirit. At that instant of splitting, they vow to come back together after they have learned the earthly lessons they need to. Sometimes, not often, they spend the same life together physically. Usually they choose two separate journeys and travel on different paths in life. To meet one's twin soul in life is rare. When this happens, the love they share is profound.

If one of the twins is already committed in marriage to another it can be heartbreaking at times. It can also be a tremendous comfort just to know who and where the twin is -- for they know that nothing can ever break their spiritual bond and they will merge again, if not in this life, then in the next.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

I have felt your love.
That is incomparable to anything in the world.

- philoism

There are a hundred things she has tried to chase away. Things that bring upon memories and pain of living without her twin. A nightmare in which she struggles to scream but finds no strength in her voice. The things she chooses not to remember and that she can't even let herself think about because that's when the world turns a bleak grey and somewhere in her mind it's always raining a slow and endless drizzle.

You will hear that she has left the country, that there was a gift she wanted you to have, but it is lost before it reaches you. There are words you have saved up for her but it will go unspoken. Late one night the telephone will ring, and a voice that might be hers will say something that you cannot interpret before the connection crackles and is broken. You will be left standing in the darkness wondering if you were dreaming.

Someone will tell you she is doing well. You will see an old random picture of her and touch her face.

Several years later, from you car, you will see someone at the train station who looks like her, but she will be gone by the time you stop to turn back around. You will never see her again.

Whenever it rains you will think of her.

- philoism

Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. So anyone who's in love gets sad when they think of their lover. It's like stepping back inside a room you have fond memories of, one you haven't seen in a long time.

- Haruki Murakami
“Do you really think you can read out my mind?" she asks me, face to face.

"I think so," I say, wishing to convince myself. "There has to be a way."

"It is like looking for lost drops of rain in a river."

"You're wrong. The mind is not like raindrops. It does not lose itself among other things. If you believe in me at all, than believe this: I promise you I will find it. Everything depends on this."

"I believe you," she whispers after a moment. "Please find my mind.”

- Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World
As long as you still remember,
I dont care if the whole world forgets.

- philoism
In the sanctity of pain, there is hope.

- philoism
Say what you mean,
Mean what you say,
There is no other way.

- philoism
If you would rather listen to everyone else for advice than your own heart, then you are doubting the one thing that is right.

- philoism
If you want to ask everyone else for their opinion,
Dont ask me.

- philoism
I will only respect you, if you respect me.
Regardless of your position.

- philoism
One thing you can't hide - is when you're crippled inside.

- John Lennon

Monday, August 13, 2012



Of all the chances in my life time,
I would give them all up,
For yet a chance with you,
Of all the wishes in my life time,
I would wish them all away,
For yet a wish to be by your side,
Of all the hopes in my life time,
I would offer them all,
For yet a hope to lay with you,
Of all the breaths in my life time,
I would gamble them off,
For yet a breath of you,
Of all the hands in my life time
I would refuse them all,
For yet a touch of your hand,
Of all the songs in my life time,
I would stop singing them all,
For yet a melody sung against your lips.

- philoism
Let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one another but make not a bond of love.
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone.
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts,
And stand together, yet not too near together.
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

- Khalil Gibran
We’re all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love.

- Robert Fulghum

Saturday, August 11, 2012



Muskle..

- philoism


Heavy.
Somewhere out there, something is stirring.
Maybe its just me.
Imagining this heaviness.

-philoism

Friday, August 10, 2012


Vintage love encapsulated in a crystal chandelier of agony.
Do you remember my name?

- philoism

if you dont know me by now, you will never ever ever know me.
such a strange familiar feeling watching people go by.
wishing that I knew the reason why.

- philoism
We dream to give ourselves hope. To stop dreaming - well, that’s like saying you can never change your fate.

- The Hundred Secret Senses


Will you soak up all the tears flooding my little heart?

- philoism


If I die, I will wait for you, do you understand? No matter how long. I will watch from beyond to make sure you live every year you have to its fullest, and then we’ll have so much to talk about when I see you again

- Bones

Thursday, August 9, 2012

உயிà®°ே உயிà®°ே உனைவிடா எதுவுà®®் உயரில் பெà®°ிதாய் இல்லையடி

- philoism


you..me..and our rubber ducky.

- philoism


Maybe you will fall in love with me all over again.

Hell. I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me?

Yes. I want to ruin you.

Good. That's what I want too.

- A Farewell To Arms
The lessons we fail to learn:

Believe, like you believe that you have a heart even if you cant see it
Trust, like putting your feet down in the morning trusting there will be a floor
Love, like you have found the one who was made only for you
Dream, like there is a place where the world is your canvas
Give, like you have more than you need
Forgive, like you would if a child asks you for forgiveness
Live, like today is your last day on earth

- philoism
The fact that you got a little happier today doesn't change the fact that you also became a little sadder. Every day you become a little more of both, which means that right now, at this exact moment, you're the happiest and the saddest you've ever been in your whole life.Think about it it. Have you ever been happier than right now? And have you ever been sadder? It isn't like that for everyone. Some people just get happier and happier every day. And some people just get sadder and sadder. And some people, like you, get both.

Nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.

- The History Of Love

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

In our time together, you claimed a special place in my heart, one I'll carry with me forever and that no one can ever replace.

- Dear John


I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else

- Jonathan Safran Foer
Without you in my arms, I feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face - I know it's an impossibility, but I cannot help myself

- Message In A Bottle

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

"I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

- The Fault In Our Stars

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.

- Martin Luther King Jr
Come here, let me talk to you

One call two calls three calls
Is that what I do to you?
You outside my door scared to be alone
I know youre addicted too.
I know its hard to understand
Sometimes a woman's gonna act like a man.
And when it feels like i'm running things,
I know you to loose your mind.

I know you hate me.
Sometimes, thats just the way love is sometimes.
Dont you hate that you love me.
And I know that you know that I love you
Even though you dont believe baby
I know you hate me but you cant stop loving me.
You walking out saying that you had enough,
But your never gonna leave.

I choose to love you anyway but baby,
Wont you let me breathe.
You're always thinking its someone else
Let me be real with you
The only one I'm seeing is myself.
You know what it was when I met you
And thats just how it is, loving me.

You know I love and that I'll give you the world.
Baby I know you hate the way you love me but you know I love you.
Sometimes love will drive you crazy,
But you still gonna be my baby, my baby, my baby.

- Ledisi
People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life.

- Eat, Pray, Love
We are different, you and I
Like being brave and feeling shy
Like the spring and winter snow
Like dying root and blossom grow
Like hard rocks and soft feather pillows
Like bright sunflowers and weeping willows
Like a desert cactus and a pink balloon
Like a beautiful bride and her handsome groom

We are different, me and you
Nothing can separate one from the other
We are made to be, for one another
Like paper and glue

- philoism
நண்பர்

- philoism


Roza, you forgot my first lesson: Don't hesitate.

- Blood Promise
It could be a meeting on the street, or a party or a lecture, or just a simple, banal introduction, then suddenly there is a flash of recognition and the embers of kinship glow. There is an awakening between you, a sense of ancient knowing.

- John O'Donohue
If others tell us something we make assumptions, and if they don't tell us something we make assumptions to fulfill our need to know and to replace the need to communicate. Even if we hear something and we don't understand we make assumptions about what it means and then believe the assumptions. We make all sorts of assumptions because we don't have the courage to ask questions.

- Miguel Ruiz

Monday, August 6, 2012

This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it.
Why would I want them to?

- Written On The Body
There is only one page left to write on.
I will fill it with words of only one syllable.
I love. I have loved. I will love. Always love. YOU.
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break -her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

You may not be my first, my last, or my only. Ive loved before, I may love again. But if I love you now, what else matters? Im not perfect - you aren't either, and the both of us may never be perfect together but if I can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto me and give me the most you can. I may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but I will give you a part of me that I know you can break - my heart. So don't hurt me, don't change me, don't analyze and don't expect more than I can give. Smile when I make you happy, let me know when I make you mad, and miss me when Im not there.

― Bob Marley & philoism
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, there is no pain or hurt; so intimate that my hand upon my chest is your hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close, so intimate that when you think of me I feel an aching in my heart.

- philoism
On the day when
the weight deadens
on your shoulders
and you stumble,
may the clay dance
to balance you.
And when your eyes
freeze behind
the grey window
and the ghost of loss
gets in to you,
may a flock of colours,
indigo, red, green,
and azure blue
come to awaken in you
a meadow of delight.

When the canvas frays
in the currach of thought
and a stain of ocean
blackens beneath you,
may there come across the waters
a path of yellow moonlight
to bring you safely home.

May the nourishment of the earth be yours,
may the clarity of light be yours,
may the fluency of the ocean be yours,
may the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow
wind work these words
of love around you,
an invisible cloak
to mind your life.

- John O'Donohue
“Assumptions are dangerous things to make, and like all dangerous things to make -- bombs, for instance, or strawberry shortcake -- if you make even the tiniest mistake you can find yourself in terrible trouble. Making assumptions simply means believing things are a certain way with little or no evidence that shows you are correct, and you can see at once how this can lead to terrible trouble. For instance, one morning you might wake up and make the assumption that your bed was in the same place that it always was, even though you would have no real evidence that this was so. But when you got out of your bed, you might discover that it had floated out to sea, and now you would be in terrible trouble all because of the incorrect assumption that you'd made. You can see that it is better not to make too many assumptions, particularly in the morning.”

― Lemony Snicket, The Austere Academy


Dark.
Smooth.
Bittersweet.
Chocolate on the outside.

Pink.
Tangy.
Creamy sweet.
Cherry liquid on the inside.

Such a delightful subtle surprise.

- philoism